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Saturday, September 12, 2009 . 3:34 PM

当我独自站在阳台看着那雨滴嘀嗒的打在窗口，不禁有一股寂寞感涌上心头。有谁知道在这爱开玩笑，好玩的面具后面，竟是一个孤独，寂寞的人。

或许因为那好玩的态度，让人觉得不可靠。或许那爱开玩笑的作风，令人觉得不能认真，不能相信。

我真的该好好反省，说不定有一天，会成为一位更好的朋友，更好的倾听者；但是形象一旦被人笃定，却是非常难再让人改变看法。

我真的累了。有朋友，却不能对他们说我的苦衷；有知己，绝不能分享我的不快乐。

见到朋友有难，却无能为力，实在是令人无可奈何。不知道什么时候开始，自己开始忧郁了起来。

希望大家都快乐，快点突破这堵墙，不要再闷闷不乐。

朋友的意义，就是能有一位能够一起分享快乐，悲伤，不需要自己一人默默承担，受苦。

希望朋友快点振作起来。

我很想念你们。假期快到了，快点让我回去吧。

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25 year old, thinking about the future
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