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Sunday, January 27, 2008 . 5:00 PM

wat to do ?
feel like there is nothing to do ?
like so slow the day, and all i do i go to the loo...

btw, watching the australian open men final... tsonga vs djokovic...
go underdog!!! tsonga should win...
when something you thought is not important has occur to you twice over the span of 2 weeks. shouldn't you take note ?

For example, if you see that you are not doing so well in your assessment, primarily being you keep forgetting the important points, don't you think you need to start studying in a different manner ?

and let say if something you been dying to do but never had the guts to do it, now the same point has been brought forth again and again, don't you think you need to take some action ?


come on allan, kick into gear... show people what you are about... ARGH... so want to kick myself...

Wednesday, January 09, 2008 . 9:56 PM

Capricorn and Independence:
Capricorns are very independent because they know their capabilities and therefore they rarely trust others to finish details, they like to do it all themselves. Capricorn is the longer of all zodiac signs.

Capricorn and Friendship:

The Capricorn is the strong friend, they will always be there to help, they are very sympathetic, caring and helpful to a friend in need. A Capricorn will get someone back on their feet again with a steady plan for success and for all this, they expect nothing in return. The Capricorn friend is deep and mysterious and full of intrigue, there always seems to be something going on in their mind

Capricorn and Business:

The Capricorn personality is geared towards that of leadership and achievement, they always want to climb the corporate ladder and be the best they can be. Capricorns have excellent sense of time and manage it very well, they are excellent organizers. Capricorns are very creative, not spontaneously creative but it is incorporated into their time management skills and their ideas for executing a plan. Capricorns make good, wise investments because they look at the long term and what will be the most beneficial down the road.

Capricorn and Temperament:

Capricorns might seem melancholy and stern because they live by self-discipline and responsibility. They evaluate everything and they don't take daring chances without weighing the advantages and disadvantages first. To the onlooker, they might seem boring but it is the serious drive and structured way of life that the Capricorn feels safe with. Capricorn's self-sufficiency is often mistook for coldness, they are not as cold as they seem, this might be apparent just because Capricorns like to do everything themselves. This way there is no worry about something not finished or not done properly. It is all about control of their surroundings and their daily lives and sometimes this spills into other people's lives. They believe they can give structure and organize other people's lives too, which they can but others might see this as intrusive and not welcome the Capricorn's suggested changes. According to Capricorn, there is only a right way and a wrong way to do things and this idea makes some Capricorns closed minded, stubborn and reluctant to agree with others. This is an ongoing lesson for Capricorns, knowing that there is more then one way of doing things and even though their way is usually right, it does not mean that they have to impose their ways on others.

Capricorn Deep Inside:
Capricorns have this sense of melancholy and necessity for structure and work
because inside they feel they are unworthy and need to continuously prove their
worth. Once they realize that all they need is self-love, door will open and they will see the world in a new light, one that allows for pleasure and guilt-free fun.
Capricorns most important need is security, financial and material security. This is the driving force behind their ambitious character and all other personality traits of desire to succeed. They are very concerned with their public standing and their prestige. Capricorns are loners but they also need to feel appreciated, but they are excellent at hiding this truth. Capricorns are very self contained and they have many faces they present to the world, they are known as aloof and indifferent but this is them concealing themselves from the world, unfortunately, they may never know who they really are. This causes feelings of insecurity and causes them to question their own self worth. Capricorns make it difficult to get close emotionally because once they let someone in, they do not want to let them go and emotional connection makes them feel vulnerable yet satisfied at he same time. This is an ongoing internal conflict of contradictions inside the Capricorn's mind.

Capricorn in a Nutshell:
Capricorns are very ambitious people, they always have something they are pursuing and they want their lives to be fulfilled and important. Capricorns are extremely patient and will wait a long time for something they want, when the opportunity arises, they will plan their steps carefully to others, they might appear hesitant but this is not true, they know that there is only one chance to succeed and they are filing together their information to take the proper steps to accomplish their goal with flying colors, not just second rate. Capricorns have a very active mind and strong powers of concentration. Capricorns like being in control of their surroundings and everyone in their life. Capricorns are very cautious but this only to survey the situation before leaping in, they will never make a hasty jump in. They accept change but introduce it slowly so they can get used to it and incorporate it into their life. Capricorns tend to see life in black or white, definitive's only. There are no gray areas for these are areas that are not understood and this makes Capricorn feel uncomfortable. They tend to be in control in a romantic relationship that way they are never vulnerable to another person.

How to Attract Capricorn:

make them laugh, they tend to be melancholy so anyone who can make them laugh is appreciated. Talk about anything but do not pry into their emotions. They don't mind listening to yours however. When Capricorn feels safe, they will let some of their cat out of the bag. Talk about serious topics, things that matter and avoid unconventionality, they are very conventional people and do not like shock-topics. They like to be connected to on an intellectual level. They like gifts, not gaudy and expensive but practical and useful. Keep it high class, they do not like second-rate gifts, or dates for that matter. Plan an upscale date to a art gallery, theater or fancy restaurant. Never be late. Capricorns are very punctual and live by a schedule and they do not like to be kept waiting, it shows irresponsibility. Be patient with Capricorn, underneath that aloof, indifferent outside lies a physical, passionate loyal person that will come out when the time is right, once you have proven yourself.



well, i do agree with some of them. tell me what u think? does it describe me ? tell me honestly, i can take it... post ur comments ya

Sunday, January 06, 2008 . 2:51 PM

i have been hearing some good quotes lately... here's a few more for you

The heart of the human problem is the problem of the human heart

This is the genius of Jesus, to take people where they were, and loved them into life.

the biggest tragedy in life is not death, but pretending to be alive

you were born an original, don't die a copy

Wednesday, January 02, 2008 . 9:22 PM

saw this quote when i was reading the newspaper. thought of sharing it with you all.

greek philosopher Epicurus said:
" Of all the things that wisdom provides to help one live one's life in happiness, the greatest by far is the possession of friendship. Eating or drinking without a friends is the life of a lion or wolf."

the new year resolution that i forgotten

1) be a better friend that people can confide in.
2) blog more often.

have fun people
lol... i always wanted to do new year resolution that i can actually follow. for once, hopefully this year is the year, i can feel it. yes, it's time.

so, this year, my resolution is to...

1) maintain my weight. never to go back to the days of f6 when i was like omigoshicudnbelieveiwasdatfatandimustnothavespacesinbetweentoshowhowshockediamatmyweight. maybe build a bit of muscles, so the shirt can complement me a bit better. i know, i am becoming quite a vain pot. lol

2) try to study a bit harder in class. try not to fail anymore assessments.

3) be more sociable? try to talk to people more.

4) of coz, finish the bible this year, hopefully along the way, perfect the act of journalling. this year, got fren to push me coz i will be pushin them to go through the Bible with me as well.

5) try not to fall asleep in msian studies class.(very important*straight face*)

6) leadin the cell group a bit better. hopefully can get more members to rise up.

7) be a better son. no more a teen, i expect myself to be more mature. lol...

alrighty then, let the new year begin.


oh one more thing, thank you all for your wishes for my birthday. and thank you all for giving me a birthday celebration i can never forget.

so thank you, eng hui, siu yean, tzy jiun, su fung, felicia, lup wai, phoebe, shea kang, sien hao etc for the crazy singing at the curve. never expected strangers to sing along as well, sommore got fireworks.

and thank you junior, roshan, neremal, anndrina, herrin, charis, ralph, jovan for your best wishes and bowling game.

appreciate it heaps.

ohkay, now the new year can begin.