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Monday, August 27, 2007 . 7:40 PM

i think this summarize me quite well...

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter

Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists.
Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times.
Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

done lots of this personality things... but basically its about the same... dominant, demanding, unfriendly, conservative and shy... bla bla bla... the whole thing. but to improve on one's character, must work on the down side lah, like pessimism, think more before acting.

two post in a day, not bad.
I wonder sometimes if people realise why i do the things i do, or act the way i act. I get a lot of comments back in secondary school, people are afraid of me cause they think i very "chuan". since today i was locked out from my own house, silly old me forgot the keys, i have a lot of time to think about myself and my environment.

the reason i keep quiet and listen is because i know dat i would dominate discussions or conversation if i were to start. sometimes i tend to alk too much, as experienced by some of my classmates today.

the reason i choose to trust and be gullible, because i know its dificult to earn someones trust, even more difficult to keep it, especially when i can be very manipulative and devious when it comes to planning.

sometimes i feel the urge to be accepted in a community, all due to my own insecurities. yet, i chose not to be desperate, but deliberate and intentional in my friends making.

people think i am a very dangerous person, as i sit and listen... ok i admit that might sound very intimidating, who knows what i plotting right in that small little space up there right? dun blame them for it... but deep down, really, i am a conservative, quiet guy. i plan to use this for a good cause leh!!! i wan to be a psychiatrist, dun u think it's an important asset to learn to sit and listen???

personally, sometimes i think i need to stretch out of my comfort zone to be effective in what i do. if i dun take any risk, then i wud achieve mediocrity. someone once said, its batter to do something and fail, than to do nothing at all.

heard this from a friend, thought it was really good and revelational.
- stop telling God how big your problem is, and start telling your problem how big your God is -


At 1:22 PM, Blogger Vithyappriya said...


1st of all, don't give a RAT'S ASS wat pple say abt u... coz' u know urself well n u know where u stand in life... n if pple were 2 go around making comments such as "cuan"<--dunno whut tht means... its their problem rite? n others who judge u on hear-say r not worth bein known at all!

DO NOT try 2 change for a comment of another but ONLY change if u FEEL like it would improve u as a person.. let GOD b the judge of that!

abt u bein quiet.. seriously ah??? n abt u listenin, its a damn good quality u know.. n i dont think u listen onli.. u do giv alot of output u know..

n ur advices r damn good..

ALWAYS b confident of who u r.. dont PUT up an act of "I'm so confident, i walk with attitude" instead feel it INSIDE n the rest would soon fall into place..


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Wednesday, August 22, 2007 . 6:15 PM

today's lecture was very interesting... mainly because our lecturer... no names for security sake, came in and gave us a lecture on life. som of the things he said, such as the title were quite funny, to say the least. actually, he was supposed to give us ecture on neurons... but he started with a slide on basic principles in power point, "because our power point presentation is dat bad".

he also told us on a story of objective. "do you know how objective started? it started a long long time ago, so long that they do not know how long ago...."

finally, my favourite line... "i do not suscribe that learning is fun. because if it is, automatically it follows that what you are learning is funny."

but it is funny... so does that make it fun?

time to go study... darn he' right. studying isn't much fun. not when you know you are being assessed right left and center.

Monday, August 06, 2007 . 8:55 PM

So yes, i did not fulfill my promise of updating my blog in 3 days. Oh well, now that i am doing it, i am adapting well to my Uni life. hmm, somehow i still feel like an outsider at times, especially during breaks, when everyone is talking to every other person, i sit there, not knowing what to say or who to say it to. i guess only those who know me well know what i mean.

but oh well, i got 2 assessments behind me already. one more coming this week, and it's on a killer topic called lipid metabolism. and gene expression. BAH!

oh my mentor is a real cute and funny guy. he speaks like Ly-so-SOME(say it with a ascending pitch, Cell Mem-BRANE. you get the picture. a few guys around the area just couldnt take it and we crack out with muffled laughters. since we cannot laugh terbahak bahak, quite painful the stomach after dat.

And, one more thing, 2 friends of mine accepted Christ!!! Let's welcome Zi Liang and Leslie into God's Family.

Behavioral Science is Fun. ASk Chi Yao the Mercurian.


At 1:57 AM, Blogger ciders said...

u mean nasal n high pitched hehe, it gets pretty predictable after some time.


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