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Sunday, August 28, 2005 . 7:26 PM

i think God is impossibly good to me... He has showed me that indeed He is all loving and ever so slow to anger... how i have fallen away yet he still love me and cared for me...
five times this week He reminded me to keep the Fire...

1st - pr eng eng short sermon
2nd - nights of fire
3rd - pr matt garner sermon
4th - pr matt something (i din reli get his name)
5th - Pr foo's message...

i thank Him oso becoz he oso reminded me regarding hunger... i admit i have been slacking... but He constantly reminded me once again, be hungry, be hungry for His presence... empty ourself in order to be filled...

so... yup, that's it, people God loves us regardless who we are, what we've done, where we are...

allan over n out -n-

Thursday, August 25, 2005 . 9:30 PM

this week has indeed been a week of meetings...

first of all... meeting with God in cg... the atmosphere was awesome man... i hope every week cg can be like this... i also met Him during our short worship session with pr eng eng and post modern gang...

second... meeting with friends... thank God for friends... i didn't go to school on the last day of school... so didn't really get to catch up with them... also missed the fun in cleaning up the classroom... so we went out for a movie on monday... thank you again kok pun and yi ming.

thirdly... meeting with post modernism team... it was refreshing to catch up with pr eng eng and also alwin and jessica... once again, God spoke to me... Psalms 1... also interesting to know that hey, i am doing something here to change the world for better... in this postmodern era, what am i contributing? i am glad i went for the conference... it taught me not to take everything for granted but to serach for the reason... i am glad that i ahve this extra something i can't wait to give out...

fourthly... meeting with the no apologies team... again refreshing to get in touch with people like dixon, ken, sonia and also eileen... glad to know that we are on the same rescue team with the same rescue mission to spread the message of abstinence to the younger ones...

one thing pr eng eng pointed out which i find rather interesting was this... she said that i am always joining people not from my age group, yet i did not feel the disparity... guess that's God's gift to me...

pr eng eng also shared something really interesting from the bible. Leviticus 6:12 " the fire on the altar must be kept burning, it must not go out. every morning the priest is to add firewood and arrange the burnt offering on the fire and burn the fat of the fellowship offerings on it."

ADD - Fan the Flame of Faith
ARRANGE - Lay out your Life
BURN - Give it up to God
we after all, are God's royal priesthood. therfore, keep the fire in us burning, it MUST never go out.

which leads me to my next point... everyone seemed to be quite hyped out about Planet Shakers coming to town... especially coming to our own church... hey people... are we hyped out for the right reason? is it because we really see it as an event where God move mightiy and touch hearts and change lives? or is it because Planet Shakers is coming? people... let's set our focus...
after all said and done... i can't wait for tomorrow. remember... people, we can do our little small part to serve... so, if you are called to help, please be willing to help because you r being rewarded in heaven... hahah... see u all tomorrow...

Monday, August 22, 2005 . 11:28 PM

i think malaysian needs to really wake up from slumber this season of malaysian idol... first trish, then atilia, now xerra... and faizull is still in???? he was the worst last week, yet he was not even in the bottom three... why? oh why?

oh... went out with frens today... kok pun and yi ming, thanks for the afternoon spent... we watched charlie and the chocolate factory... quite dunny lah... but i reli expected more... so for me... it's prolly a 7 out of 10... i think uncle yi ming dun like the show... after all, he is the most mature of the bunch... so he like sit there... emotionless... while kok pun and i giggling away... btw, the cinema bunch also quite a killjoy... they dun laugh one???

anyway... we went to have lunch at nando's... i once again discover i will never be a successful banker... we went to MPH coz kok pun needed to buy pek ha's book... to his joy he found the book. to his horror, the book cost RM 627.80... his eyes practically popped out... so he went to enquire and they said that was the price when it first came out... therefore they need to update and cannot sell him to book... so he walked away empty handed... oh well...

one more thing... cg last week was awesome... i never felt that kind of spiritual atmosphere so strong... we were just singing, praying and singing sommore... praying... and we ended on a high... God is better than life indeed... AMEN!!!???

got to finish my pn tan mountain of maths homework and pek ha river of physics....

willy wonka, willy wonka... btw, kok pun is now known as willy chen...

over n out... -n-

Thursday, August 18, 2005 . 9:54 PM

due to a new "schizo" fren i made who insists that i must update my blog as regularly as he does... so here comes... i having piano exam tomolo, so pray ya? anyway, today was a first to me in my life... i emceed a talk we had in school today... something about hypnotic therapy... u see i was not sure whether it's a gud thing or not, so i kept praying and in the end... i dozed off bcoz i was simply too tired from the morning siaoness... i woke up three am to practice my piano... my mum heard me... paiseh... niwaz, this fren of mine who is super smart, i think can fight with chun yiao wan... he is just like chun yiao in a way, super joker, super smart... *drumroll* CHEN KOK PUN!!! he is first in class... go read his blog, he displayed his results... it's like WOAh and you go WOAH!!! and woah, there's nothing to say but to say .... WOah!.... for more info , click here...
side note... i am in the top half of the class... but barely... hehe... 14 in class... tie with another fren of mine...

planet shakers is coming to my church... those who know what i am toking... come join the fun at DSP 26 august 2005 8 pm... till then...

"how on earth lester has his listening skills?" "-duh, God blessed him with it lah-"
how i wish i can have it too... sob...

Thursday, August 04, 2005 . 4:50 PM

hey people... got some time to kill so yups here i am blogging... just want to share something really cool... you know my exam this term... was like culture shock... very little question but a lot of marks... so very tough to score... i din do very well in chem... prolly failing physics... haihz... niwaz, consolation is the physics class, three quarter fail... not to say i delight in people's failure... but at least i am not alone...

hehe... one more thing... tuesday something reli chun happen... i woke from my slumber only to find myself in the worst weather ever. the haze has attacked the city once again and engulfed it mercilessly. traffic was a crawl and all were driving at a snail's pace trying to grasp the image that is in front of the car... OK... i was exaggerating... but it was reli bad... everyone started coughing during cf morning gathering... so kent came and said let's pray for the haze to go... so we starting praying... and the wind came... stronger and stronger as moments pass by... we pray even harder, the wind blow stronger... and by the end we have to go line up... then the miracle happened... it started drizzling... WOAH... no need to line up... he told us to close our eyes in prayer and when we open our eyes... it was clear... wow... WOW... once again... prayer is indeed powerful if we only believe...