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Monday, February 06, 2006 . 9:18 PM

hey people... i am back. in a mixed mood now. let's talk about happy stuff first.
first: i went to watch 2 movies in 2 weeks... personal record for myself... what's better, one of it is a midnight movie (keeping mum) (watched it with chi yao, daniel, daniel and lydia)
second: spent saturday ans sunday spending time with my bestest, bestest, bestest,bestest best friend. we went on a road trip to look for starbucks but itit was closed. oh well... we (me n daniel) ended up in his house watching desperate housewives till 6am. i slept for two hours before waking up to start planning on the farewell party yesterday.
third: we had a good turnout for chi yao farewell party... we saw tears and laughters... after which we played the animal kingdom game for two hours. (too much fun we wudn't stop)

After CNY, i really went into a sad mood... two reasons...
first: school is starting and i am way back in maths... teacher starting a new chapter today didn't help at all... got so fed up trying to solve diferential equation i decided to blog... update you all a bit... exams in a month time... haven really memorised any facts yet... so i am going towards insanity by the end of march... furthermore, music theory exam is right after school exam... i need help desperately. Lord, help me...

second: chi yao is leaving... like i said, we been through so much together that his absence will be felt so much and a part of me will be missing because he is no longer around... no one to share my joy, burden, tears, laughter... remember once during a youth camp we were so emotionally shook up due to the tension of the game, we sat in the room and cried together, then i remembered the times when we lie in your room, lights off, but we wud still chat through the night. later i was reminded how we came out with crazy things like otak tak center day, imitate pastors, cik ngan, mr ng... also all the good things that you have, you never fail to share... funny clips, russell peters, prank website... all the fun we have... and suddenly i am losing a person so dear to me... God bless Chi Yao... let the three years not be a barrier for our friendship... corny, but it is sincere... Dun Forget Me...

this song is for you chi yao.

"Say Goodbye"

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

[chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other,
standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies