Essence of My Life

2011-10-13T08:49:00.002+08:00

Well, this posting I'm in right now really does not help me in my learning. Lecturers canceling classes last minutes to cramming every single lecture in to one day is just not a conducive environment to do anything. I can only get motivated this much. Really got to get into gear for studying now lest I fail the end of posting exam.

Currently stuck in campus listening to someone talking about something when all I can think about is the lecture marathon I'm about to have later in the afternoon. Please give me strength Lord.

On another note, the wisdom tooth that's been bothering me has been extracted out. I do look like a pig head for the past few days but now the swelling has gone down quite a bit compared to the last time. And no, I refuse to take picture of how swollen my face was.

Can't wait for the end of the month where I can finally get my holidays. And also Kilkenny. It's the last week of Oktoberfest! Got to do what I got to do right? Haha. Toddles!

2011-10-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

阿桑曾在她的歌里唱：

孤单，是一个人的狂欢；

但狂欢也有极限，有时就是要有人陪伴。

2011-09-29T13:49:00.002+08:00

今天趁老师生病，在家看了华人星光大道。当我看到他的演唱，不禁令我想起在离那个个礼拜前刚过世的二舅和小舅。

当收到他们过世的消息，情绪并没有很大的起伏。但是当听到这首歌，眼泪也不争气的夺眶而出。

这时候才真的发现，再也不会见到你们了。忽然间很想你们。

2011-08-08T17:01:00.002+08:00

Fifth year blues

whoever told me that fifth year will be easier. U BLUFF ME!

it's not that i do not appreciate the way the lecturer now demands a bit more responsibility from us, which in turn makes me work harder. but seriously, having everything crammed up in two days is just so not funny.

all on top of this, please study more they say. i am really kicking myself in the rear to move along faster. sigh. T.T

on a more positive note, so far i have been studying, just not enough. but managed to cut down on my drama time. n blogging seems to have taken an interest in me again.

im just hoping i can get into the groove faster. otherwise imma just roll over and die.

i wan chatime.

d piano in my rented house got moved away. so now i cannot play the piano anymore. sobs. oh well, more time for guitar then i guess.

rantings 1.0

2011-08-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i last posted. but recent events have been so bad and i am really frustrated and angry but don't know what to do or where to voice out. and thankfully this blog has always been faithful to wait for me to scribble something on it.

today i heard news of my church being raided by a government Islamic body. first of all, it was meant to be a appreciation dinner for everyone involved in the project. are you saying that it is now illegal to have dinners in church premise? how can you raid a building without warrant and worse still, unable to produce any documents of any sort of the complaint you supposedly received?

then the MB apologized for the event. but then wait, the exco steps out and say they have received reports from someone that the word Quran and Pray was used in the event and it was an effort of proselyting. again, this is taking things out of context. its like i hear the word PM, and murder and therefore i suspect him to be murderer. what if the sentence uttered was Quran encourages believers to pray. is this statement wrong?

then moving on to the news i heard today. pakatan is unable to come to consensus as to which party should be allowed to field candidates in certain constituencies. is this sort of bickering really necessary? isn't their aim as politician to serve the constituents? does it really matter which party you come from? i mean you are from the same coalition for goodness sake! can't you come together and decide that we want the best for the country and the people. and that's all we need. we do not need to know which party you are from. we just want you to be our voice.

i really am beginning to understand why DCY feels how he feels. it really just sucks that the politicians in the country (on either party) can't seem to grow up and grow balls. instead they rely on dirty tactics and finger pointing. enough is enough.

i think it is time that the younger generation wake up and stop being indifferent. it is time to make a stand. i will make sure that i vote in the coming elections. i will stay and fight. for now. for the future.

2010-06-29T17:53:00.002+08:00

It's been two months since my last post, also about two months since i got back to KL. I really miss KL. I also miss my family, especially now my brother is also back, the unit is complete.

anyways, I am back in KL and it feels good. I can't wait to get to hang out with all my friends, and also play board games.

It seems like I've matured a bit more coming back this time round. went out with dad for dinner, and i really felt so good to have a decent chat with him. about family, world cup, how i study, what happened in his life etc etc.

Hoping this holidays will be a great one to bond with family and friends. happy holidays everyone!

2010-05-06T15:18:00.002+08:00

omg its been so lon since i last updated. and u wun believe the circumstances that has led me to blog now..... i am currently in the lecture hall, listening, or rather pretend to listen to the seminar given by students. my friend and i had a bet to see who would fall asleep first... n since i almost lost, i tot it wud be good to update my blog on my phone while staying awake... WIN WIN situation. anyways, i am now seven weeks away to finishing my third yr of medical studies!!! i have gone through OBGYN, orthopedics n emergency posting.... currently in surgery posting... n realised i reli suck in anatomy. anyhow... i will try to update more often. i duwan my blog to be an abandoned child. btw, now dat im almost done blogging this, the seminar has not ended yet. can someone teach me how i can type in paragraphs on my phone????

2010-01-17T14:21:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!! i thought i talk a lot. but no.... i have been upstaged. this invited speaker has been talking for the past 1 hour, but only passed 5 slides. n by the looks of it, theres no stopping him. ~~unless he get heart attack~~. at last count, there was at least 10 ppl sleeping. n here i am blogging on my phone. FIRST PHONE BLOG POST!!! whee.... *looks up* still talking. oh wait, he jz change slides. crap, he continued talking. have a good week ahead ppl. ==

2010-01-11T13:08:00.003+08:00

the most recent post on malaysian insider, which i have also posted on my facebook, said that we christians deserved the church burning.

maybe this fellow is right. if they want the word so bad, take it. then guess what is going to happen, the government is going to claim victory and said they have defended the peoples' right, so VOTE FOR ME! they will say that they have fought in the sake of their religion, and emerged on top, despite the fact that it was us that will give up the fight. its true that God doesn't need us to fight, He can fight his own battle. He just wants people to believe. but at this point, is it worth the fight?

i can almost see that fact that by giving them the word, we may emerge as the better group, the one who is actually more tolerant, the one who practice what the religion tells us to. maybe by doing this, we can let more people see the beauty of Christianity.

but still, it is a violation to my rights as a Malaysian. so no, at this point, i will not give up the fight.

however, if this continues any longer, the government will only have themselves to blame when the massive brain drain occurs, n we become the next Zimbabwe.

~~chi yao u have almost managed to convince me to migrate~~

2010-01-08T14:42:00.003+08:00

what a way to start the new year....

before this i was filled with hope that indeed the new decade to come will be a great one. after Pr Daniel's inspiring message on watchnight, i was bent on not becoming a "malaysia cannot change wan" malaysian. I so wanted to believe that it will transpire into future plans, seeing more progress, less bickering and peace. ~~i sound like miss universe now~~

but look at it now.... 8 days into the new year, all i heard is bickering, fighting, government supporting protests, politicians fanning flame to use it to their advantage, church under attack. i always thought persecution was something seen in other countries, that our country was tolerant and safe enough to profess our own faith. APPARENTLY I WAS WRONG. n now its right in front of us.

this morning, when i was about to put on my shirt, coincidentally it was one with bible verses over it, i actually hesitated for a while. is it safe to wear this t shirt?

then i thought, if i cannot even stand up to profess my faith at this point, (albeit not to say im extremely religious), how am i to say anything when i see Him in heaven? so i donned the shirt and walked out into the streets of KT. and guess what, i guess people in KT are way more tolerant and ready to embrace 1Malaysia. either that or ignorance is bliss. haha.

at this point, i feel really sad that my country has progressed to this point. indeed there are arguments and counter arguments on the Allah issue. my question is, why is something that was never an issue suddenly became an issue? why treat your fellow malaysian in such hostile manner? why is it you belittle your own faith, or rather the faith of other Muslims, that it will be shaken/confused by a single word? are you saying that people are that shallow?

if only there are more people like Mr. Shazwan Mustafa Kamal, Marina Mahathir around, i think malaysia is truly the best place to be. IF ONLY.

at this point, all i can do is pray. and to vote in the next election. people of this generation, i urge you, if you are not registered, you have to. this is the only way now to save our country. besides from crying out to God that is.

2009-11-25T12:35:00.008+08:00

Cooking Demonstration for Mothers and Klinik Desa plus last day of posting

Finally!!! Ths sun is shining. Brightly i might add.
this two din look very bright though. neither did the two below.

The road is finally dry.

We went on road trip today. went to two different klinik desa. One in Rawai and the other at Tebakang.
Justin poser.
this is how it looks like in Rawai.

where else can you find chickens running around in a clinic?
Such a Kampung feel....

The nurses were teaching the pregnant mothers what they should eat.
This is for one day.

The pregnant mothers.

this is tebakang clinic....

took photo with the nurse who took us there. I forgot her name.

My Group Members

Tryin to be funny but epic PHAIL....
ending up kena pinch by the girls in front for not giving them the perfect picture.

on another day, we had mannequin session with the nurses teaching about breast examination and pap smear.

Nurse teaching us how to do BSE.

Calvin molesting the model.
So that marks our last day of community medicine. So we decided to buy the nurses a simple gift of appreciation.

A bunch of flowers.
On a cake.

few more weeks to end the first semester with the exam to come on CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

And a proper group photo to end off the post.

2009-11-25T12:28:00.002+08:00

Post Natal Visit

Yes, if you are still asking, IT IS STILL RAINING!!!

anyway, we were smarter today. all of us wore slippers instead of shoes. and we went on a post natal visit. Post natal visit is done for every mother who gave birth. they go and visit the mum and check the baby.
SEE world...

i was so caught up with the 2 day old baby i forgot totally about the mother.

2009-11-25T11:58:00.006+08:00

Salute to the people of Terengganu

You know how we always complain about the flood in KL... I think it pales it comparison to what Terengganu people go through every single year!

So after like 5 days of non stop raining, we were due to go to the clinic for some cooking demo. But on our way to the clinic, this is what we saw.

AIR MELINTAS DI HADAPAN
And this was how the clinic looks like.

Another view

Pity those nurses that stayed there.
Even the flower pots were submerged.

Naturally (haha, natural, get it?), our trip got canceled because certain areas were flooded.

I never thought I would roll up my pants take off my shoes and walk to the clinic.
Me and Justin posing.

Good experience nonetheless.

I was fearful for my car though, thats why we walked to our car to repark.

2009-11-21T20:02:00.003+08:00

I am currently at my friend's place.... just made red wine chicken for all my friends. I don't think all of them like it though. haha. as usual, it's a Foo Chow dish, and not everyone likes it.

let's see what I have done so far. This past week has been quite boring. after a big fall out with my housemates, now going home means going into my room and staying there till the next morning. That also means staying away from all his friends in KL.... which may not entirely be a bad thing i presume...

Furthermore, community medicine is being annoying now.... the mothers refuse to let us guys touch their stomach. malu they say.... so all we will ever know about pregnant mothers will be only theory.

but i did have a fun time in CG yesterday. it was the monsoon season n we decided to have a BBQ. It was good time mingling around with the seniors and also playing mafia. i STILL LOVE the game. nothing beats that game when it comes down to strategy games like these. it requires nothing and only needs ur strategic skills. i think i did quite well, considering the four rounds we played, i only got killed once and voted off twice beyond second round. thats pretty good for me. people who had played mafia with me would normally either kill me off the first or vote me out immediately. MAFIA ANYONE????

looking forward to going back to KL next weekend. I can't wait to see my bestest bestest bestest bestest best friend. I can't wait to see my family. I can't wait to choose my new phone~~~

YES!!! I GETTING A NEW PHONE!!!!

(now i m so addicted to survivor and this korean show called My Too Perfect Sons. awesome stuff)

till the next post...

2009-11-07T17:10:00.003+08:00

now that my second posting is over.... i can finally kick back and relax a bit with community medicine.... a lot of sitting in the classroom, traveling to different parts of Terengganu for visits.... (in the monsoon it isn't exactly the best time to have this posting though...) i have this sudden weird thought that we would probably need to take the sampan to reach our destination, in our nicely dressed shirts and tie while being drenched...

for those of you who read the news, don't worry, it's not flooded here in KT.... but i got to say, the sea is looooooking FIERCE!!!! i never seen waves this ganas before....

yesterday went to a lecturer's house for barbeque... it was a lot of fun, except the part where everyone just sits down and listen to his story while some had to toil throughout the day to prepare, cook and even clean up. URGH.... disgustingness.... no initiative isit? so i think the next time i do actually want to do something, i would only really invite those i appreciate lo, otherwise people might just take you for granted. it's ok for a while, but it does get tiresome after a while.

missing KL so much edi.... anyone wants to sponsor my flight back????

big laugh terbahak bahak alert....

(ignore the pinky.... i dunno why its sticking out oso)

2009-11-03T21:52:00.001+08:00

hi people... i noe i have abandoned my blog for a very long time... but in my defence, internal medicine isn't exactly the easiest thing in medicine. tomorrow is my exam... hopefully i will do well then after that, i can blog properly... until then, do kip me in prayers. off to study asthma now. see u all very soon

2009-09-12T15:34:00.002+08:00

当我独自站在阳台看着那雨滴嘀嗒的打在窗口，不禁有一股寂寞感涌上心头。有谁知道在这爱开玩笑，好玩的面具后面，竟是一个孤独，寂寞的人。

或许因为那好玩的态度，让人觉得不可靠。或许那爱开玩笑的作风，令人觉得不能认真，不能相信。

我真的该好好反省，说不定有一天，会成为一位更好的朋友，更好的倾听者；但是形象一旦被人笃定，却是非常难再让人改变看法。

我真的累了。有朋友，却不能对他们说我的苦衷；有知己，绝不能分享我的不快乐。

见到朋友有难，却无能为力，实在是令人无可奈何。不知道什么时候开始，自己开始忧郁了起来。

希望大家都快乐，快点突破这堵墙，不要再闷闷不乐。

朋友的意义，就是能有一位能够一起分享快乐，悲伤，不需要自己一人默默承担，受苦。

希望朋友快点振作起来。

我很想念你们。假期快到了，快点让我回去吧。

There's no place like home

2009-08-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

There's No Place Like Home

I always thought the phrase was a cliche, until now. i felt the full blown homesickness today all of a sudden. i missed my family so bad. i missed my friends in KL. I was standing at my balcony today, and suddenly i wanted to be in KL so bad; in the comfort of my home and my parents near by. I walked into the apartment, and I felt so lost.

I used to worry about my siblings when we were together in the same house. My brother and I, we don't talk much. Mainly because he is one that doesn't open up to family. He would rather go to his friends and tell them his problem. I wonder if I could be there for him just a little bit more, he would probably be my best friend. And my sister, I worry about her even more. She was always so naive, and she has never really seen the world. I was so scared that their being in Ireland would be too much for her to take. I thought that it would be a good experience for them.

Now I admire how much they have grown. I don't know how they were able to be so far away from home and still be able to soldier on. Maybe they had each other. Maybe they were much tougher than I give them credit for. Maybe I was the one holding them back from growing into their full potential. Pr Eng Eng once said that I must not carry the role of a parents to my siblings. I can't help it. I feel like I need to be there for them. Now I wish I had their courage, their will.

Now I wish there's someone to be there for me. Someone I can talk to without worrying about how they think about me, someone who can be serious and support me when I am on the verge of breaking down.

Back in KL, I had many of such friends. Troy, Chi Yao, Joel, Kau Sern, Pr Foo, Aunty Lisa, Pr Eng Eng, Jason, Ralph... the list goes on. I knew I would never have to walk alone. I knew i will always have someone to turn to. Here in KT, i need to start building relationship again. It's not easy.

And back in KL, there's always my parents. Maybe I don't say it often enough. But I really missed them. Even if it means sitting at home, in silence, I would still have felt that the mere presence of them would be comforting enough. I wished i had my parents here... Then at least there will be those dinner times, where we would talk and laugh about silly things.

Still, I am learning to cope with it. I know people will say, just look to God and He will pull you through. I just hope sometimes God can appear in front of me and tell me what to do.

I really miss KL. I miss the times where we would hang out in church and stand in circles while deciding where to eat. I miss the times where I can wait for my dad to come home with newspaper so I can read it. I miss the time when my mum asks me what soup I want to drink. The simple things in life is always taken for granted. And now, I know i would appreciate it even more when I see it.

God, won't You just speak to me and tell me what to do?

( A MOMENT OF RHEMA HERE>I just realised that I have been focusing a lot on me. This world is a lot bigger than me. I need to look further than what my needs are, and start focusing on the need of others. there are people who are in more pain than I am)

Thank You GOD. :)

2009-08-11T20:55:00.002+08:00

I never realised how much i took for granted my Saturdays, my time with friends, family and my time in KL. that is after i spent a month away from home and then getting to go back to KL. ~~which reminds me, chi yao, i still need to pay you.~~

I got back to KL 10.20pm on 6/8/2009. a good friend of mine came and picked me up. and we are headed off straight to our friend's place to have a drink. it was nice being able to catch up with them, some leaving to UK soon. some i have not seen in months. it was a fantastic time. But the better surprise was waiting at home. mum made chicken soup for me, with added nutrients of bird nest and shark fins. ~~i heard my dad got jealous~~

i spent the whole morning with my mum. and taught her how to facebook. after which i went over to bestie's house. yes, the same guy who set me up on gotcha. he called a few friends over, then we spent the afternoon playing board games. (IM the boss, Manila, Dragon delta, Streetcars)

then caught up with another friend in Solaris. having a drink with a friend while listening to live band is a type of pleasure you don't get everyday.

i spent the whole saturday at home with my parents. its not that we talked a lot, or did everything together. but the mere presence of each other just made it so special, so homely. that trip to the airport was especially hard, because once again im leaving the comfort of my house. that hug from mum and dad never felt warmer.

currently there are h1n1 cases in KT. so i got to be careful. note to self, more vitamins.

i will be back soon.

GOTCHA

2009-07-31T15:14:00.003+08:00

GOTCHA

Yes... if you haven't been listening to Hitz.FM... i have been gotcha-ed by Diong Chi Yao. and yes, it was played on the radio this morning.

Fret not, i appreciate a good laugh too. so i know how much this means to you all. after all, if you can't afford to laugh at yourself, how to laugh at other people right?

so here it goes, i have embedded the video here for your listening pleasure. ~~so you can all listen and listen and laugh until the cows come home~~ Don't deny it. i can almost see you on the floor now. apparently it was also edited to be a snippet.

i feel so loved. weird i know, but at least someone out there care enough to punk me.

so enjoy. -.-'

2009-07-29T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hello, may i speak to Allan pls?
SPeaking.

This is Joseph speaking. im caling from the visa security. it has come to my attention that you tried to book a flight from Air Asia with a credit card but the card was blocked, and u used direct debit after that. is that true?

yes.
whose credit card did you use?

my friend's. but because the validation is blocked, thats why we switched to direct debit.

then why did you keep trying?

because it says that validation failed, so i thought there must be some info that i type wrongly.

you see, the transaction is blocked because we suspect that this is credit card is cloned. let me be very honest with you, we are suspecting you to be one of those fellas who clone credit card ans use them.

the above was the snippet of what happened to me in class. someone called the HITZ.FM morning crew to Gotcha me. and i got gotcha-ed. i yelled in my class and everyone thought i was demon possessed.

moral of the story, dun pick up phone in class.

if u wan to noe wat happens next... stay tuned and listen to HITZ.FM.

i dunno which day they are playing, but that day will come when i dig a hole big enough to bury myself from the humiliation i will get.

but its all in good faith. thank you Chi Yao for setting it up. u still think of me even though im at the other side of the peninsula. im indeed blessed to have crazy frens like u. ~~i will get my revenge i promise. just when u least expect it.~~

~~i did say bullshit on air though. will they sensor it?~~

2009-07-20T13:25:00.003+08:00

its been two weeks... i think i have pretty much settled down. to the lifestyle in KT, not the doctor life yet. went to the hospital yesterday and saw the amount of work I have to cover, it's really a bit daunting. it means studies, studies and MORE studies!

on the other hand... went to dungun last friday.... drove down to met lydia and daniel minjoot. people there are so nice, at the end of the day, i really left with a heavy heart. of course, food was uber awesome. and the company.... SUPERB!

i really miss KL.... and the friends there. MSN is as good as it gets. but the good news is IM COMING HOME SOON!

during raya....

might try to sneak in a surprise visit for my family la... dunno yet. see how la. ~~cannot tell cos if tell then no surprise edi~~ and trying to get my sis and brother back from ireland. long story. but if it works, at least i have my siblings all grown up and ready to face the world proper this time. and my parents will have someone to boss around again! haha....

off to study..... told u the posts wil come surely.... haha... imagine the amount of backdated post i have.... :p

2009-07-06T15:35:00.003+08:00

for those of you who does not know, i am currently in Kuala Terengganu McD's typing this. it has been a day i am alone here. living alone isn't exactly what i expected. hopefully it becomes better when people come over here.

i cooked my first meal away from home today. i am quite proud of myself. no pictures here tho. no camera.

will try to update as much as i can. currently the internet connection at my place is horrible. ~~that explains the reason why im in McD doing this post.~~

i know i still owe you a lot of post. they will come. Slowly, but surely. ~~actually more slowly than surely~~

2009-06-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

hi people, i am in the midst of uploading all my photos to facebook. and also to my next blog post. so be patient ya.

2009-06-19T09:27:00.002+08:00

hi humans.... i know its been so long since i updated. be patient ya. i just got back from Shanghai.... so give me some time.

meanwhile... so you think you can dance has started edi... and i am so happy this year got some good dancers, though i felt some of them may not be so good. but look out for it.

im not sure if i mentioned before, but GHOST, the malaysian series, not the silvery thing u imagine floating around, is really one of the better, if not best series made. i like how the story keeps surprising you. the first season was tryin to solve a murder, this time it is about serial killer. quite interesting actually. if you are interested, can go here.

GAh im too lazy to upload photos.... got too many.. once i upload to facebook, i link it here la.

till then, see ya. got to go hosital for attachment.

2009-05-26T21:56:00.004+08:00

I want to say Kris Allen deserves the win... i hope he does well in the future... u know how some winners just don't make it big enough. ~~read Taylor Hicks~~ Dun get me wrong, i think he's a great performer, i rooted for him all the way. But there's just no success to follow after that.

That being said, i think Adam Lambert will still make it big. it's just a matter of preference. i don't like to see the tongue of whoever is singing sticking out. no matter how good you are. why can't he just sing like how he did in "Mad World".

If i see his tongue again, i might need to cut it out.

2009-05-26T21:34:00.003+08:00

I BEH TAHAN!!!

i don't know what has Malaysia done to deserve this... the Perak tussle is crazy!

INCIDENT 1 : Zambry vs Nizar

first we have the court ruling that Nizar was the rightful MB. then the people celebrated. but PM say, " please dun be too happy just yet, we will appeal to repeal the decision"

Then, it really did happen. So the people were sad. then we got the DPM saying, " PKR, please accept defeat graciously."

WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH U ALL? why can u tell people to do one thing, and then u urself cannot do the same? then u tell people that the judge made the right decision. then u sayin the previous judge is useless is it? but then who put the judges there? isn't that shooting your own foot?

INCIDENT 2 : VOTING IN PENANTI AND MANEK URAI

then now we read about the elections... firstly in penanti. government say don't want to fall into the traps of opposition. they don't want to waste funds and want to focus more on achieving the ONE MALAYSIA goal. fine, stay out of it, the people didn't really want you anyway based on the last elections. Then came Manek Urai. This is in kelantan, where we know that PAS has been in control for years. Now funny thing, logic tells me that unless i have no contest, it is highly unlikely that i would win if i contest for the geovernment. ~~fine, u can argue it is because i was the one contesting~~ ok. send someone from the government. UR pick. still that doesn't explain the bizzare decision to put your foot in for an election where u can't win. Isn't that wasting money???

HOW LA LIKE DAT? i cannot fathom the logic behind their decision.

SELL OUT

2009-05-15T09:10:00.002+08:00

$€LL 0u7!

With the mandarin title "死了都要卖", this malaysian made movie has made heads turn in Italy, in Taipei, even garnering awards in film festivals. A first for Malaysia.

AS i have mentioned , i watched the movie yesterday. the starting was slow, it took me quite a while to finally understand what the starting was about. ~~pardon me la, first time watching art film ma~~ Reflecting himself by using his own name, he said that one should never make musicals, he went and did the very thing he said he wouldn't. the story is about one guy, who has invented a 8 in 1 soy machine, where u put in soy beans and different soy products are made. but he was fired for being original. N the leading lady, Rafflesia Pong, ( which i found out, her name given to reflect her skill as a TV host for a program that seeks to support the local artist FOR ART'S SAKE), who is struggling to make big waves in the industry, hit it big by using her own dying ex fiance to garner viewership. BOTH of them worked for FONY conglomerate, a company who copied their vision statement from another company in taiwan, cared only about making money. the TWO CEOS are hilarious. their antiques reflects and was aimed at making fun at how people only cared about profits. a lot of twist, that you would not expect, but it was a very good movie.

this movie also reflects the whole idea of post modernism, where your opinions all become relative. an example would be the snippet about reality tv. what people seek in reality tv shows is not reality, but fantasy, aka HYPER REALITY. more real than real. and how one really does not care about other opinions, as long as it doesn't bother them.

this is one musical i enjoyed, because it is not just a show for art sake, it depicts the society very well, in a subtle yet glaring, funny yet touching manner. it pokes fun at politics, money, corporate world unknowingly. the best part of it, it wasn't bleeped every 5 seconds even though some words you would not consider hearing being allowed in Malaysian censorship.
the tunes are also very catchy. my favourite being the song called "You're Not My Type"

listen to the one minute video here. (dats the best i cud get, couldn't find it anywhere. hopefully the OST gets released soon)

go watch the movie if u can ok? support Malaysian talent.

DUN BUT ME!!! I HATE IT WEN PPL BUT ME! DUN BUT ME!

2009-05-14T13:50:00.004+08:00

And for the second time throughout my watching american idol history, i have again abandoned my favourites. the last time being in season 4, when i abandoned Anthony Federov and Vonzell Solomon to support Carrie Underwood. After last night's performance, I believe that Kris Allen deserves a spot in the final two. And here comes the shocker. I'm done with Danny. I don't like adam either. But i am happy that Kris did well.

With only Adam and Kris in this year final, the votes that separated these two were only 1 million. considering the fact that over 88 million votes were cast. and Danny fans will be rooting for Kris hopefully.... we will probably be ready to watch another David Archuleta upset this year again.

on another note, i watched the movie SELLOUT today. i find it very thought provoking, funny, and interesting to watch. really good for a malaysian made film. no wonder it won accolades in film festivals. i think it is a fresh air to break out from the typical stereotypes that art films are always boring.

i really need to get rid of the photo post i have long overdue. one is from cheng meng and another from form 6 days. haha. ><

2009-04-29T14:26:00.002+08:00

FINAL FIVE....

american idol's this week features final five.... and for the very first time, ~~as far as i can remember at least~~ it's going to be JAZZ week...

it's totally up Matt Giraud's alley... he should do fantastic to prove that the save was worth it... and prove to me he deserves to stay more than Anoop... should be an interesting watch... get ready for frank sinatra and michael buble... adam might decide to destroy yet another classic (im guessin a frank sinatra)

i am now hoping the final two wil be danny and kris... dat will be a showdown... but allison, please surprise me, who knows you might go all the way...

SURVIVOR

you know, the funny thing about reality tv is people always seem to have to eat their words after they say it... take SURVIVOR TOCANTINS for example... tyson, the most recent to be voted out, was telling sierra that she will be be the next to go no matter what, and there's no changing it. He then goes on to tell the whole world how well he orchestrated the first blindside, and how he hopes sierra cries a lot during tribal council, cause it's funy when people cry...
little did he know, for the simple fact that he did not win immunity, people decided to blindside him. during tribal council, he even said he was so comfortable he does not even worry about being voted off... and boy oh boy, PAYBACK REALLY IS A BIATCH.... how i wished i could find the photo of his shocked face when he saw the second tyson vote, and third and fourth.... hahaha.... there goes to say that one should never be comfortable in the game...

anywayz.... one month down, two more months to go... got to start getting busy.... doing nothing as alwayz... haha -.-'

2009-04-27T22:50:00.004+08:00

hmmm.... i think im emo-ing now that my siblings are not around and my friends are still having exams... and all i get to do is to sit at home and rot...

i watched HOUSE on tv not too long ago... i like this saying by foreman.

"That's the great thing about being brothers. u make a mistake and they still love you."

how i wished theres someone like dat now....

2009-04-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

GERAM!!!

I only got sixty percent right this time... but still it hurts to send your favourite home...

and btw, for some reason my blog is not running ads like its supposed to. i clicked on the advert... then after dat, i realised my counter not working... then i go fix the counter thingie... then guess wat??!!! my blog ad code not working.... then haf to keep fixing it... after that...

no more blog ad.... how???
i wan the philharmonic ad on my blog!!!!!

haihz... fix it tomorrow la...

2009-04-23T13:19:00.002+08:00

TOP 7 AGAIN!!!

i so want to cry... i have to put my favourites in the bottom 3 again... this week, i put anoop lil and matt at the bottom... allison will be a close fourth....

eliminated... confirm lil... and maybe matt.

lets see how...

2009-04-22T13:07:00.002+08:00

SAMURAI SWORD

i was reading the newspaper today. recently the government had decided to increase the number of road blocks in order to curb crimes. ~~there's this saying that says that the police would start checking on pirated cds in car... and if caught can be fined up to 10000 bucks per piece.~~ and it has been very successful they reported. they managed to catch some people with firearms and knives, and samurai sword.

SAMURAI SWORD??!!! seriously, a samurai sword in the car???? WHAT FOR?

2009-04-19T12:09:00.002+08:00

HOW I KNEW

how did i know that the judges will use the save on whoever got eliminated?

simple....

the save can only be used once, and if it used, the next week will have double elimination. since it can only be used up to the top 5, that means theres only 2 more weeks it can be used. if they do not use it in the top 7, they will only get to use it in top 6.

now lets count, if u use in top 7, u can get top 5. but if u use in top 6, u will get top 4... u can't get a top 5.... which is like an all important number in any kind of competition. THE TOP 5

so my guess was, regardless who got kicked out, the save would have been used anyway.

looking forward to see wat will happen this week. with disco week, expect a lot of donna summers and bad criticism. unless this crowd proves to be a disco crowd. i hope adam lambert indulges himself again, and get voted off. since theres no more save, we won't see him again. ahahaha

2009-04-19T11:53:00.003+08:00

UPDATES ON REALITY TV

so, as demanded by one person, i shall write about the long overdue post on american idol. plus a very interesting video to watch.

anyhows, this week american idol was a big bummer. mainly because i feel that there was not ONE GREAT performance. it was all MEH.... allison came closest to giving a great one. anywayz... so, i was telling a friend my predicition. ~~i am beginning to think that AI is scripted, because it has become so predictable. maybe its just that i am good~~

my prediction:
bottom 3: anoop, matt, lil
eliminated: lil
judges save: YES

guess wat 80 percent accuracy. for the exception of lil, everything was correctly predicted. especially the judges save. haihz... please tell me that america's vote is really actually counted.

and moving to another show, called Britain's got talent. this is a very interesting show. i try to catch it on youtube whenever i can. this morning i was reading the papers. and they were talking about first impressions. on how sometimes it can be VERY VERY misleading.

this is the story of Susan Boyle.
on first look... everyone, and i meant EVERYONE ~~yes, u simon cowell, u included~~ was laughing at her, thinking she is some deluded unemployed seeking to have william hung kind of fame lady. seconds into her performance, everyone was awestruck. immediately. goes to say that one should never judge a book by its cover. and never judge too quickly.

watch the video here.

btw, tell u something really funny yesterday. i was driving home from a form 5 reunion dinner. just went i was about to reach home, i had the most morbid thought in my head. i saw myself turning on the shower, and electricity was flowing through the water. and i realised suddenly theres no way of escape, as the things i hold and the water on the ground would make me a sitting duck for victim of electrocution. i was like i can still turn off the water wat. then i went, its made of metal la, u touch u kena shock even more.

it took me 30 minutes to convince myself that i really needed to wash the gel off my hair and those kind of freak accidents only happen in my dreams.

but u can never be too careful, can u?

2009-04-15T10:37:00.002+08:00

NUFFNANG INTERNSHIP

so, i went for an internship interview yesterday at NUFFNANG. i must say, i was very nervous, because i have never been to an interview before. so, what to do? die die also must write my resume and arrange my certs.

anywayz, i got my dad to drop me off at the office. and i called the office. ~~i called because the bell is not working haha~~ so i went in. i liked the surroundings, because its painted in orange. AHAHAHA. my fav... then, i met Timothy Tiah. i was almost starstruck. but, he wasn't the one who interviewed me la. He's busy. so i met Robb, and we had a chat. apparently they were quite impressed with my resume. (THANK YOU DUMC). the only problem was that they normally don't employ interns for less than three months. but they thought that since i had the initiative to write to Tim on my own, they knew i was interested. so he had a chat with Tim to discuss about my case, since i can only help out for a month or so. and they agreed.
then we discussed the allowance. it was RM 300.

i was first a bit shocked la. how to survive like dat in KL? but then i really wanted to do the internship because i get to plan events and execute them, which is something im fairly good at. so i wasn't really bothered by the money. then i told them i needed to discuss with my parents.
and indeed my parents were a bit worried about the cost of traveling and the working hours. so was Ms Beh. but they did say if u wan to go for the experience, it is worth the try la. i am very torn now. HOW???

2009-04-15T10:27:00.002+08:00

SO AS PROMISED.... my first photo post in a very long time.

this is a fren of Chi Yao. somehow he told me that this friend of his somewhat resembled me. ~~should be the other way round la since he older than me~~ so when he came down from Penang, i decided that we must take a photo together to compare and see whether if it's true.
we met up in williams right after this trip from penang for supper. At first, welooked at each other, and it was like "WHERE GOT SAME??? HE SO SHORT/TALL!!!" im the short one la... happy? NOT FUNNY....

then we took the photo, then we see.... WHERE GOT SAME??? SIMPLY SAY...
then i got the photo yesterday.... im not so sure now... maybe it's my eyes playing tricks on me. but what do you think?

2009-04-10T16:26:00.003+08:00

NUFFNANG

yes, after much coaxing from a few people, i decided to try out nuffnang ads on my blog. it looks not bad after all. i was expecting ads cluttered all over my blog. but it's neat so far. and i figured, if there's an opportunity to earn money why not right? and of course, money ma. who don't want?

went for a swim today. i must say, the lack of exercise for so long, when u suddenly start, u feel so winded after one lap. i tell u, must exercise ok? its a piece of advice that a future doctor is giving.
btw, when i was swimming, the cleaner decided to clean the pool with me in it. i was like WTH!

then went shopping with Mei Yih, read what happened here.

then i must tell u about this really funny thing ~~read desperate~~ i did last night. as some of you would have known, i am currently bumming at home, hence the frequent updates. i was looking for jobs that would allow me to utilize my time better. then a thought struck me. WHY NOT WRITE TO TIMOTHY TIAH AND ASK IF THERE'S A JOB FOR ME? so i went over to his blog, wrote to his email, stating that i am looking for a job and it would be cool if i ever get to tell me friends about working with him. still waiting for his reply. hopefully he doesn't think it's a spam or something. AHAHAHa. -.-'

will let u know if he replies. *cross fingers and toes*

2009-04-09T21:00:00.001+08:00

Surprisingly, my parents took my hair color pretty calmly....

niwaz, just to let u noe i think anoop didn't deserve to be in the bottom 3...

nonetheless, i managed another 75 percent accuracy rate...

thinking of going for a swim tomorrow...

2009-04-09T13:00:00.002+08:00

American Idol Top 8

its about to start, and for the first time in my blogging history im going to try to blog as the show goes on. but the advertisements never seem to end.

SO they decided to stand on the stairs in a row... probably in the order they are singing. i always have a feeling that they order they sing has something to do with the amount of votes. no proof though. lots of screaming fans. the theme is "song that the year the contestant is born".

after the normal introduction of judges, maybe not so normal, since we get to see the baby photos of the judges. ~~phooey, this is tiring~~ simon got made fun of again. and he looks like one of those crazy people who is about to shoot half the school. and a really hillarious photo of ryan.

and again, the contestants have to walk out through the door.

so DANNY GOKEY is going to start the night. He is going to sing "Stand By Me". ~~please tell me that the song choice has nothing about his wife, "i wun be afraid of seeing your ghostly figures" lol~~ that being said, i think its a quite nice twist to the song. he seems a lot better at working the crowd. OMG DID I JUST SEE KARA DANCING ALONG WITH PAULA??? hmmm, and i thought shes the sensible one here. randy disagrees with me about the arrangement. so did kara.
so at least simon and i see eye to eye. ~~see christine, i told u im good at this lol. now quickly praise me~~

KRIS ALLEN wanted to be a taxi driver. singing "All She Wants To Do Is Dance". looks like i really have been underestimating this guy. he's actually quite versatile, a lot more compared to scott and danny. ~~sigh, fine christine, u got good taste too~~ but honestly, i don't think its a good song. since theres no moment for him. no exciting part, even though it was a good thing he picked a fast song. and haha, kara agreed. we ought to count the amount the time simon said INDULGENT throughout the show. almost every week it was mentioned. and i love myself now, all just because the judges seem to agree with me. MUAHAHAHAHAHA....

LIL ROUNDS coming up next. i want to see the name in light. and shes taking a huge song by Tina Turner "What's Love Got To Do With It". she looks a bit like Kelly Rowland the way she dresses. i am biased, i just love her voice. but i wished she's got a bigger sets of lungs. cause she can't seem to hold those big notes for long compared to Melinda Doolittle and Fantasia.
ouch, paula didn't like the performance. but i sadly have nothing to say to defend her. no goosebumps here. so, haihz... SHE'S STILL GOOD. ~~i already know she's not going to win anywayz~~
hmmm, she looks so sad. hopefully someone else screws up. YEAH, U GO girl! speak it!!!

and another advert....

*ridsect goodnite tak diganggu nyamuk*
btw, anyone watched the newest episode of heroes yet? its really cool now don't u think? i think i haf ADD since i can't concentrate on just talking about one topic. but u can't really blame me rite? would u wan to read about BBC news advert? lol...

ANOOP DESAI was apologising about something he did last week. and his parents sound like authentic indian. He's singing "True Colours". good, get back to the ballads, thats where u do well. hmmm, a bit boring la. how la, hes not going to make it if nothing great happens in the next 30 seconds. hmmm.... a bit bland. how la, why are all my favourites not doing properly this week? ooo, nice note there. that's more like it. but so so nia la... not fantastical s i would like it to be. if people are great, he's still gonna be down there.
judges seem to like it. hes been liken to a yoyo. and simon encourages people to speak back to the judges. KUMBAYAH KUMBAYAH!!!! lol...

ANOTHER ADVERT???!!!! gees...

SCOTT Mc INTYRE wants to be a train engineer. he's singing "The Search Is Over". and he ditched his piano for a guitar. ooo, not just any guitar. an ELECTRIC guitar. a bit ironic that he could see forever. LOL.... sorry, i shall not make fun of him. i dun like the high notes, i think got two notes koyak. and i tink the guitar a bit more for show rather than playing. but i don't think i would like it as much. he and electric guitar just don't gel. IT supposedly is his punk side coming out. if that's the case, i hope his punk side gets buried soon.
judges didn't like it. almost on the verge of hating it. ok. maybe i am a bit harsh on him. maybe because hes only there because of his disability.

ALLISON IRAHETA coming up. her mum sounds like latina. is she??? she's singing "I Can't Make You Love Me". she does look like Kelly Clarkson. somehow not as lucky though. Kelly never landed in the bottom ever. shes got nice lower register. Don't discount her yet. i think she might spring a surprise. and there u go, the high note. a bit too short, no moment. nice song, but think she should have done something that could show off a bit more.
ooo, Paula has the same comment i have?! about the note that is. the judges think that she looks like kelly too. and of course, the judges agree with me that she could sing. looks like i am a bit harsh on her too...

I AM SICK OF HAVING ADVERTS AFTER EVERY TEN MINUTES!!!

MATT GIRAUD the soul guy... hopefully he gets the support of the SOUL PATROL!!! that is supporter of Taylor Hicks... but Hicky got so much more personality than matt.
he's singing a Stevie Wonder song, "Part Time Lover". and i love it the moment it started. so soulful. so groovy. Kara has officially been infected with the paulalikestodancea-virus. it makes people stand up and dance and totally ignores the audience behinds who wants to see more than their body twisting.
and paula tries to seduce simon again. lovely performance. nice save from last week i feel. perfect song. he gets a standing ovation from paula.
~~they should really hire me to be a judge~~

too bad theres another advert. they should have kept megan in the show. i would like to see what she would have done. ~~read spastic dancing but with lovely jazz voice~~ i think she would be more likable if she did not have the tattoo all over the arm. i think it really does turn people off, and it just doesn't go with any dress.

ADAM LAMBERT is next. he's blonde? why then he dye his hair black? ~~who am i to complain? now that i have red hair~~ i didn't get the title of the song. i can't believe i am saying this, i actually like his performance. nice lighting, set up. a bit ghostly, but terrific kind of way. this is wat i call a performance. i just abandoned all my favourites. lol... it was really really good. controlled.
let's see wat the judges say. and he managed to get a standing ovation from SIMON!!!! so... who do i think will be in the bottom 3?

bottom 3: lil, scott, allison
gone: PLEASE LET IT BE SCOTT!!!

2009-04-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

Life After Exam

IS ENTIRELY BORING!!! i feel like i lost a purpose in my life.... but on the contrary, that means i have lots of time to myself to do the things i want. like shopping, bowling, karaoke-ing.

i also get to watch a bit more tv... pick up on the workout that i have not been doing for the past few months. ~~sad, i know, i have been gaining weight, but i lost two kilos already~~

and yes, christine, i will try to update more often... and less about reality tv shows... more about myself.

i am going to try to go swimming more often... i want to exercise!

a bit about wat happen since i got my results... i realised my competitiveness is really sometimes overboard. i dun realise that it could affect people. i suck at hiding my emotions la... really suck at it. so it always show on my face. it is sad people sometimes cant see it from other people's perspective. but it could very well be difference in opinion.

i am going to try to be less sampat these days... trying to cut down on getting involved in too may politics...

i wan to put in effort to grow the cell group before i leave. its a bit saddening that people dun reply ur sms. as tho they disappeared from the face of the earth.

and american idol is coming up again. remember to tune in to my recap and predictions.
so far i managed two weeks in a row, to guess 2 of the bottom 3 correctly and the person eliminated. lets keep that momentum going. i mite just try one of those minute by minute recap. haha
~~if only im that good at evaluating people and relationship too~~

till tomoro... toodles

2009-03-24T11:40:00.002+08:00

American Idol Top 10

i know this has not started yet, but i am quite excited about this week's theme. this theme has not been used since season 3, and i can't wait for it.

this week's theme is MOTOWN.
that means lotsa grooving and bouncing...
but also means potential for diasaster....

who do i foresee as disaster?
1) Adam Lambert
we know he's definitely going to try to "add his own flavor" aka sing like he's possessed. i think this week he's going to die.

2) Michael Sarver
well, he's just not motown material. unless he surprises me. i highly doubt it after last weeks performance. if he's a country singer, and that's how it sounds, i don't think he will be a successful singer.

3) Kris Allen
yes, we share a bit of the name. but unfortunately, i dun see him as a versatile enough artist. but a good song choice might just work for him. like "My Girl"... i'm sure girls like Christine will swoon and faint ~~ok i am exaggerating a bit but u get the drift~~ if he give a good performance.

who to look out for
1) Lil Rounds
definitely. this should be up her alley. hopefully she make smart song choice and blow everyone away.

2) Anoop Desai
same goes for him. he needs to keep up his good job to prevent the first week disaster again. and hopefully no stupid hairstyles from the stylist. (think sanjaya malakar from season 6 ugly mohawk)

others... please do suprise me
who do i think will be in bottom 3?
i hope adam, michael. sad to say, i think scott might be in this week's bottom 3 though.

what do you think? let's see if my prediction comes true... (though i got stinking feeling 2 girls will be in the bottom 3)

~~omg this is turning into a reality tv show recap review blog~~

should blog more about my life after my exams... currently no life to blog about. hence the massive amount of tv shows that keep me entertained. ~~its more entertaining than studying the tumors of the brain.~~

2009-03-20T18:20:00.003+08:00

AMERICAN IDOL TOP 11

so i watched the american idol top 11 performance... i got to say some did well, some were MEH! and some are just downright weird....~~read adam lambert~~ not in any order.... just wat comes to my head.

so we started off the show with Michael Sarver. This week theme is Grand Ole Opry... ala country week. he chose "Ain't Goin Down Till The Sun Comes Up". i was looking forward to it because ever since Latoya London did such a fantastic job with that song in season 3, no one else touched that song again.

and it was EPIC DISAPPOINTMENT!!!

then we got this downright weird performance from weirdo michael jackson lookalike, i totally agreed with what simon said... TOTAL UTTER RUBBISH! can't even bear to type his name.

FASHION DISASTER ALERT!!!

no pictures la, just wan to use that line.... american idol stylist needs to learn some fashion tips from tyra...

note 1: if u noe someone is not very tall, and got not very small butt, try going for dark colors... not bright pink. idk how Lil Rounds managed to wear the dress... but it was very distracting. her singing Martina McBride was not much help either. tho i still like her.

note 2:
someone please shoot the stylist! Megan looked so weird. i might sound like a perv here. but its necessary. cause its just so distracting. again, it didn't help that Megan got this weird habit of using the mic stand so she could sway around like some spastic kid... it was funny, but the fashion disaster was so bad i couldn't laugh more than 2 seconds... its like haha... eyer....
it looks as though someone wanted her boobs to look big, so they hang two coconuts in front of her chest. eesh.... but back to her voice, sorry kar how, she made me love the jazz kind of tune when she ~~sag~~, i mean SANG the song.

d NOOP DAWG IS BACK!!! lovely rendition of "You Were Always On My Mind", but i think Fantasia did such a good job when she sang that... it sort of pale in comparison. but still, quite good.

losing interest in Danny Gokey. REALLY FAST!!! He's good. But i just don't get the reason of his song choice. ~~it's for my wife~~ i dunno wat the reason

Matt Giraud was great! the playing the singing, fantastic....

the others were just meh....

my bottom 3 was Michael Sarver, Adam Lambert, and Alexis Grace

well 2 out of three ain't dat bad... but Allison Iraheta totally didn't deserve to be in bottom 3

and Alexis poor song choice proved to her demise. and we say Goodbye to her...

i really pity scott mcintyre... to be really fair, he's ok.... but i hope he goes soon... coz he's not DAT good anywayz....

ADAM, BE GONE!!!

2009-03-20T18:09:00.002+08:00

Life of a Medical Student

i tell you, besides the time where u stress and study, ~~which is like every second of every day~~ there are also funny moments that u just cherish because it comes at the time when ur brain just wouldn't function anymore. all these conversation happened in the anatomy museum, with all the models and all.

Conversation 1
Me : What is this?
Fren A: This is erm... erm.... this is your bladder.
Me: Nope. Not mine.
Fren A: LOL... FAIL....

Conversation 2
Me: (to fren B) Fren C said u very cheap!!!
Fren B: (to fren C) HOW DARE U???
Fren C: (to me) U simply say, I throw the uterus at you ah!!!

who say medical students got no sense of humor?

2009-03-08T18:35:00.002+08:00

Rock Paper Scissors Lizard Spock

ok chi yao, i learnt it.... here goes...u and lydia m. better get familiar with it.... from now on, all difficult decisions shall be made in this manner....

scissors cuts paper
paper covers rock
rock crushes lizard
lizard poisons spock
spock smashes scissors
scissors decapitates lizard
lizard eats paper
paper disproves spock
spock vaporizes rock
rock crushes scissors

2009-03-06T19:15:00.003+08:00

hihi... first of all, let me clarify, there's nothing or no one that i am in a relationship with... please stop speculating on my facebook! its a prank by a friend... wait till i find out his password...

american idol top 13 is out!!! my wish came true... i sort of knew they will be increasing the number. how can four judges choose 3 people? its like telling people that we don't need to listen to one of the four... i am very happy... cause all my favourites are in there. means my eye for good singer is still intact... haha
best part is, TATIANA DEL TORO is out... gosh, she doesn't seem to know that everyone is not laughing with her, but at her.... poor thing... even paula was making fun of her... "you are not just going to be a singer, u will be an actor too" eesh

the top 13 are (no particular order)
1. Anoop Desai
2. Allison Iraheta
3. Megan Joy Cokrey
4. Matt Giraud
5. Michael Sarver
6. Danny Gokey
7. Alexis Grace
8. Jasmine Murray
9. Kris Allen
10. Lil Rounds
11. Adam Lambert
12. Scott Mcintyre
13. Jorge Nunez

my pick... i think a guy will win it... ~~sorry kar how, ur braddy din make it.... haha, anoop did... LOL...~~

i almost had a heart attack when they told matt he made it. but im glad its a top 13... goodie... meaning to say, one of those weeks, we will have double elimination... hmmm....

another reality tv show i watched, britain's next top model... hmmm... wat shall i say, let's just say tatiana got her acting lessons from the host...

2009-03-04T22:39:00.002+08:00

so the diagnosis came out... my motherboard is faulty... AJ will be taken in for surgery and it has already been three days since i see him... and he's only going to come back sometime next week... oh why so cruel to me?

btw, just an update... went to tmn pertanian today to check out the place for cg outing... very quiet during the weekdays i must say... but got the sky trex thing im dying to try... and try not to die while doing it... AHAHAh... ok ignore the pun... me and chi yao cycled all the way to the end of the track... only to realize the cycle way up is a bit too steep for me to actually cycle back up, so i push only lo...

on an entirely different note... im home alone this weekend... anyone got any plans???

2009-02-27T15:33:00.002+08:00

i got problem with my internet.... so i have to steal someone else's wireless to do this...

did some snooping around.... managed to find out the other three into the top 12 of AMERICAN IDOL... im glad as to seeing that all the people i like are in the top 12 so far... no mistakes in predicting... that being said, im looking forward to the wildcard round to see who will the judges bring back... or is it brought back by viewers based on the amount of votes they have? not too sure... but hopefully, we get to see Anoop Desai, Matt Giraud, Ann Marie, Megan Joy Cokrey, Matt Breitzke... others i cant remember... that just means ur not memorable enough and do not deserve a spot. HAHA...

so the top 12 spot is half filled...
1. Adam Lambert
2. Alexis Grace
3. Allison Iraheta
4. Danny Gokey
5. Kris Allen
6. Michael Sarver
who else will join them???
~~Anoop! Anoop!~~

2009-02-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

here comes the weekly dose of reality TV update...

first SURVIVOR TOCANTINS.... i am really surprised how good these players became. two blindsides in a row. in the first two episodes.... im impressed. i cant wait to see the next episode.

AMAZING RACE: well, my favourite tammy and victor are really kicking into gear, arriving in first place. (however, next week preview show them arguing, i hope that wouldn't be their downfall). another favourite, Jodi and Christie, the flight attendants. im beginning to lose patience with them. such bimbos... so different from what i thought they would be. they have still yet to use their flight attendants experience to their advantage. they are becoming the female version of the frat boys of last season. just barely making into the next leg every single time.

on a more personal note, im journaling. and i am also blogging. despite the exam. i really need to focus... haha... i got study la. no worries. if u suddenly see me not updating, that would be me panicking.

till then.... tata

2009-02-20T13:57:00.002+08:00

American Idol first three into top 12...

Alexis Grace, Michael Sarver, Danny Gokey....

YEEPPEEEEE!!!! NO TATIANA!!!!

hopefully she dun get into the wild card round....

~~and danny, stop using ur dead wife story to choose ur songs and get votes... i like you, but you are slightly getting on my nerves...~~

2009-02-18T20:28:00.002+08:00

today was kinda cool.... classes got cancelled. so i went out with my bestie... we decided to played pool.... in which i lost both games.... and then went for BRIDE WARS.... i like that movie... very sappy but i like.... especially the monologue at the end... "there is a certain someone who knows you better than you"...

after that we went bowling, out of which i won 2/3 games... went over to his place, then we played streetcars... out of which i lost all but one... then i went home... thanx chi yao for an awesome day!!!

to cap it all off.... EVELYN AND VINCENT MUST READ THIS!!!! DAD ADDED VARIETY PACKAGE TODAY!!!! dat means i get to watch mtv, channel V, star world, e channel, and also anime!!! dun u just envy me now? lol.... shows like heroes and desperate housewives no longer needs to be downloaded... ahhh... blisss.....

ok, got to study about fungi and parasites now.... toodles...

2009-02-18T00:47:00.002+08:00

i like the way amazing race is being shown this time round.... the real time is given as the contestants do their thing... u actually noe wat team is going where and doing wat... theres also a split screen that allows us viewers to see which team is ahead and in relations to other team...
pretty interesting i must say... the starting globe oso look so nice...

and btw, i just slammed my fingers in the door... it hurts really bad now...

exams is coming soon... started studying... good thing they postponed exam by one week... still got lots to cover though... haha...

i like this... im blogging again!!!

2009-02-16T19:24:00.003+08:00

-REALITY TV BIGGEST FAN IS BACK-

first of all, i think its unfair that the season always start when im preparing for exam... but anyhoo... i am gonna share my thoughts on this years running...

1st up.... AMAZING RACE is back!!! its starting tonight.... cant wait to see this season... they are going to siberia and some other only-God-know-where country which they have never included before in all previous 13 seasons.... i tink its good they decide to make it a bit harder.... TARA 3 was brutal...

2nd... SURVIVOR TOCANTINS is the 18th season of survivor... this yr is the first time they allowed people under 21 to apply... and my my, i like the way they started the game... by first impression they are to choose one person out.... but without them knowing, they gave this person a headstart on the hidden immunity idol.... but having said that, i have also got to say they decided on the right person, since the person is too dumb to actually figure out what ten paces meant.... and this year gamers are brutal... blindside in the very first episode... dats for being too overconfident... lol

3rd.... AMERICAN IDOL season 8 is also back... with the top 36 all selected... and with the new selection method, its a lot harder to decide who should be in the top 12... i am hoping they will allow top 13/15.... too many good singers out there... i can't decide who i like... but i am really impressed with the talent this year... with the total destruction of indian reputation back in season 6 in the form of Sanjaya Malakar.... this year we discover a true gem, in the form of Anoop Desai... hopefully he will go far.... too many to name la, Danny Gokey, Alexis Grace, Anne Marie, Lil Rounds, Michael Sarver etc etc

but also allow me to present to you the most irritating person ever found on TV.... Mikalah from season 4 used to be the winner, but at least that girl can sing... this, my friend, is just pure agony... presenting to u TATIANA DEL TORO.... i don't know what the judges were thinking...
i really can't understand if theres anyone going to support her besides the VOTE FOR THE WORST people... please, get her out soon.... dun even consider her for wildcard... i think there are so much more deserving people...

here....

or go here

2009-02-16T19:03:00.002+08:00

perks of being the only child at home....

theres definitely a lot of perks in this.... but also some disadvantages... but the advantages for outweigh the disadvantages i thought i like to share just a bit...

1. i get to choose on which bed i want to sleep. depending on which bed i want to sleep. and the weather. if its too hot i sleep in my own room... my bed if not too hot, my brothers bed if its reli hot. and my sisters bed if i just wan to roll around.

2. i get to use any computer i wan, depending on which computer i wan to use... lol... dat is if mum is not in front of the computer playing games... ~~dat reminds me, my cousin took my game, no wonder im bored at home~~ but my laptop is my favourite

3. TV is no longer a fight or tussle... except dat ~~now dat mum change the astro package, she gets to watch all the korean and japanese and singaporean and taiwanese series~~

4. i get to manja a bit la... haha, i get three times the love since my parents cant reli shower love on my siblings... dun get me wrong, my parents love us all the same... just that i can hog the attention a bit more... lol...

5. eating out no longer seem to be a problem... mainly because i get to choose wat to eat... and allan who can eat is a very very happy kid... last time have to try to satisfy three ~~pigs~~growing teenager with very different kind of taste...

but the bad side of it.... i do miss my siblings and arguing with them and playing around.... i remember trying to tickle my sister till she needs to go to the loo... or puncing on my brother and trying to see if i can hold my saliva in before it falls on his face... IN MY DEFENCE, he used to do that to me...

i know they are having a good time there... the best i can do is enjoy myself here lo... haha, u noe wat they say, when life gives u lemon.... u make lemonade and try to make a business out of it...
ok, i added the last part... but oh well....

toodles!!!

2009-02-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

just read something on my sister's blog... but its so funny i have to share it with you guys... its wat people wrote in their essay i think...

1) She walked into my office like a centipede with 98 missing legs.

2) His taughts tumbled in his head, making breaking alliances like underpants in a tumble dryer.

3) Her hair glistened in the rain like nose hair after a sneeze.

4) She caught your eye like one of those pointy hoof latches that used to dangle from doors and would fly up whenever you banged the door open again.

5) The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't.

6) McMurphy fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like paper bag filled with vegetable soup.

7) Her eyes were like two brown circles with big black dots in the centre.

8) The dandelion swayed in the gentle breeze like an oscillating electric fan set on medium.

9) He was as tall as a six-foot-inch tree.

10) The hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots when you fry them in hot grease.

11) Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers raced across the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains, one having left Ballina at 6:36pm travelling at 55mph, the other from Claremorris at 4:19pm at a speed of 35mph.

12) The politician was gone but unnoticed, like the full stop after the Dr on a Dr Pepper can.

13) The plan was simple, like my brother phil. But unlike Phil, this plan just might work.

14) The young fighter had a hungry look, the kind you get from not eating for awhile.

15) He was as lame as a duck. Not the metaphorical lame duck either, but real duck that was actually lame. Maybe from stepping on a land mine or something.

16) Her artistic sence was exquisitely refined, like someone who can tell butter from the '' I Can't Believe It's Not Butter'' ad.

17) The ballerina rose gracefully en pointe and extended one slender leg behind her, like a dog at a lamppost.

18) She had a deep, throaty, genuine laugh, like that sound a dog makes just before it throws up.

19) She grew on him like she was a colony on E. coli and he was room-temperature British beef.

20) Her voice had the tense, rating quality, like a first-generation thermal paper fax machine that neede a band tightened.

hope u have a good laugh...
on the other hand... i nid to study really hard coz exams coming up... and please pardon me for updating so un-often... will try to do it more often la...

2009-01-14T19:24:00.001+08:00

ok... i know i just turned 21 and i am officially an adult... yes i noe i owe u a post... but i got the mail of my life... to accentuate how old i am... leme show u... u noe wat i mean...

Dear Ting Chan, Allan Sia,

Warm greetings & Happy New Year to you and family!

One of our event highlights each year is the Father & Son Adventure Camp. We receive numerous heart-warming stories from fathers and sons telling us the the special time they shared during this camp.

Please take out your calendar even as you read this email and mark the date of this camp and make appointment with your son now. Both of you will truly enjoy this camp and bring home lifetime memories. Don’t let this unique bonding times get away from you!

eesh.. wat u mean MY SON!!!!

2009-01-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

i noe i said i will let u all choose.

but then i thought it's my blog rite, so i must put what i like la... so i put lo...

for now please bear with the music... i dunno how to remove that thing yet.... put in my own playlist which i tink will be better... but for now, i like the first song. hehe...

if dun like, can oso put pause then the music wun play.

till then, enjoy the new skin.

2009-01-10T12:16:00.002+08:00

need ur help!!!

as some people have pointed out that this blog skin has no archives... hence u cannot read older post and sometimes older post are funnier and u feel like lookin at them just to have a good laugh ~~like the one where i look super unglam. pronounced un-glam. not ung-lam. and ugly~~

so later tonite i will post the four candidates of blog skins selected. the one that more people like i choose lo... of course i got personal favourite la... but i duwan ppl to complain sayin its too difficult to navigate etc then my already dwindling number of readers will dwindle into negative...

for now... i tink i like the one i chose... lol...

had a fun time playing " i'm the boss" yesterday... its like mafia, in a cut throat, business like, more civilised manner... enjoyed it. just when u think u had the deal... someone else takes over the deal and completes it... and u end up with no money. quite cool huh... i tink chi yao is planning to rampas business from mage cafe. its his plan to earn money... quite smart i must say...

enough talking, need to go for lunch liao... and this sudden headache just overwhelmed me....

2008-12-31T11:56:00.002+08:00

IM TAGGED

Since im tagged, i will have to do this, part of reviving the blog oso la... since i so lazy rite...

16 facts u dunno about me...

1. im afraid of a few things, mainly height, tight spaces, and spiders.

2. i love to eat mashed potato with tomato sauce. best fast food delight.

3. i hate tags. really hate it. dats why u dun see me do tags.

4. i wan to play ligretto but got no kaki to play with. same case with mahjong.

5. i tink 16 facts is a lot to think of. i might just stop here.

6. the reason i wanted to do medicine was because of my mum. not dat she wanted me to do it. i wanted to do it for her.

7. i am a reality tv junkie. i watch all sorts of reality tv. unless they are not worth watching, like project runway, temptation island. i reli wan to watch unanimous though.

8. i have no sofa in my house currently.

9. this is the first year i will celebrate christmas, new year, chinese new year etc without my siblings.

10. i love my cell group members. ~~cue: awwwww~~

11. i dun like watching movie. unless they are good movie. but i wun get to noe whether its good or not if i dun watch. hence i watch. but then got lousy movie, i dun like. so i dun watch movie. and the whole cycle starts all over.

12. currently i am about to turn 21 and walk into adulthood officially... canot say i teenager liao. last time 20 still can say i am 2 tens. now twenty one, canot say i am ten and 11 rite??? so ya... eesh

13. one of my dreams in life is to go on amazing race and at least make it to the top 5... winnning it will be the icing on the cake. now finally, im eligible to apply.

14. i always dreamed of havin a dream height. now its just goin to remain a dream. not tellin you the number.

15. i really want to blog about highway dat i was telling you about, but i will save it from some other time.

16. im done, and to save people from this, i shall not name anyone. but feel free to do this if u wan.

lalalala... goin to post again about the reflections on 2008

what do you do when you are all alone

2008-12-14T12:04:00.003+08:00

what to do when you are alone

you know how people always say you don't know what you have until you lost it... i din exactly lose it la... but now that my brother and sister are on their way to ireland... i never knew i was going to miss them ~~actually i know la, but i am tryin to prove a point here so play along~~

just five hours after sending my sister off, i sent my parents off to thailand... so ya, now i am all alone. wair.....

I AM ALL ALONE BABY!!!!

i am sure now i very happy... but when the euphoria dies, i am sure cleaning the house and doing groceries will be a pain... lol... but i am goin to find myself enjoying this short new found freedom...

till then, any volunteers to clean the house with me? or we can come camp at my place... any takers???

2008-11-23T19:33:00.001+08:00

You are The Emperor

Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person.

The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents
fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence
too.

The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-11-21T19:42:00.002+08:00

blog quiz... i thought this would be fun and see how true is this...

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye.

You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature.

And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance.

You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life.

You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

You Are From Saturn

You're steady, organized, and determined to achieve your dreams.

You tend to play it conservative, playing by the rules (at least the practical ones).

You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible.

Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun!

Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.

What Planet Are You From?

at least this two concur with each other...

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a very natural, real person. You're comfortable with who you are - and your spirit truly shines through.

You are free of inhibitions and hang ups. Because of this freedom, you tend to be very creative.

Your inner demon is greed. You can't help but lust after wealth and shiny objects.

People think you're cute because you are so lively. Your natural glow makes you charming.

The Cute Monster Test

sound quite true...

You Should Paint Your Room Orange

Fiery and fresh, an orange room brings intense happiness.

Your orange room will set a positive vibe - and brighten up any gathering.

Orange also promotes healthy communication... and stimulates the appetite!

What Color Should You Paint Your Room?

My FAVOURITE COLOR!!!!

2008-11-19T17:50:00.003+08:00

Back By Popular Demand

i know i haven't been updating... but i din noe so many people waiting to read my blog le... lol

so anyways a bit about my last weekend...

my first time to a stage play. so i went to KLPAC with my friends, 9 of us in all... to watch this play called "Crazy little Thing Called Love". we went there because one of my friends, who is a stage play enthusiast, heard great reviews about it... so i went lo... experience ma... everything oso try once... i got to say... its actually quite thought provoking and actually quite nicely put together.

just a bit of wat went on during the play... there's this scene where the girlfriend try to convince the boyfriend to apologise... but in the end the girl kena conned into apologising... and yet they walked off happy...

another scene was this couple trying to compete who love the other person more.... but in the end, all that matters is that they love each other...

another one was about this guy who wants to look for love... but was forced to be everything he's not...

very thought provoking... after every scene they would put an interlude song that is related to the scene... this is the time i close my eyes... and listen to every word sung... some scenes are so relatable... so raw and so true.... i almost teared watching some of the scenes...

go check it out... footstools players i think... canot remember liao.. go check my facebook la... i just became a fan...

moving to some other stuff... working out is not as simple as i thought... but now that im three weeks into it... im getting into a regular rhythm... which is good... now just waiting for results... i noe i sound like a vain pot... at one point my sis ask me, u got girl u lyk isit...
-_______-"

and so it goes... oh
funny thing happen during moral presentation last monday
friend a: secondary victims in death penalty... when ur sentenced to death, it creates secondary victims such as ur family and friends... ( at this point still correct, then the punchline)
so its like when u commit a crime, they round up ur family and those involve and those who know them and... execute them
Friend B: shit shit shit... he din read... he say wrong things....
Friend C: tryin to control laughter throughout presentation

for the record... we stil got full marks okay.. because we did a thorough dissection of the moral values...

niwaz... i reli got lots to blog about... just cant seem to find the proper time to actually pop those laughter jokes in... its wat we call a blogger's block...

till then.. i shall do wat a buddy did... preview...
the next post has something to do with

HIGHWAY

~toodles~

2008-11-08T07:01:00.003+08:00

My Crazy Week

this has got to be one of the worst week i ever had... so much to do... so little time... note to self: i am not a funny MC... ~~i am a funeral MC coz too serious~~

then this week assignment got nothing to do with the exams... so doing extra work.. but the rehearsal always never end on time... drag until no time to study.

anyways... was driving back from ampang dat day with another fren... tot i cud get back faster than him... mana tau, i reach his house... he park the car and sommore open the door for me... eesh...

oh now for the list of things i have named....

rex- my pilot pencil which is still not with me
pilot- my pilot pencil...lol
AJ- my laptop...
Protege - thats the name of my car... previously it was damien but apparently its the name of the small boy in the omen... bad omen... protege sounds good

u see, at least i name things dat make sense... ~~who go name rubber dust bobby????~~

and more to come... i realised i got lots of picture in my phone dat i have taken... all with stories to tell.. just wait ya...

2008-10-30T13:33:00.003+08:00

actually i wan to post about this fren of mine, super macho but carrying a pink pillow. then i decided against it since i figured its reli not that funny... so ya...

anywayz... been doing my dum dum moral assignment... its killing my brain cells more than the neurons are... but i guess thats why all philosophers got white hair or bald... after that, i can focus on killing my brain cells studying neurosciences...

i can't believe the year is coming to an end.... it's so fast... i still remember going to teacher's house for angpow... i still remember preparing for exams... singapore trip... etc etc... but the year is coming to an end...

must end well... then i can start again... WHHHEEEE!!!! ~~*hint hint*~~

let's see if any of my year end plan come to past... but definitely my cousin from aussieland is coming.... CAN'T WAIT!!!

we even made a game called sit-on-joel-without-getting-knee-up-my-ass. lol

To DIGI Ah Yang

2008-10-30T13:30:00.002+08:00

TO DIGI AH YANG,

it is ok if u duwan to sell duck noodle... i understand they are your friends... but i got insulted when i heard u wan to sell prawn noodles....

WHAT U MEAN PRAWN GOT NO FEELING???!!!!

sorry, inside joke... hehe

LOUD

2008-10-27T22:30:00.004+08:00

LOUD

LOUD indeed.... not just the sound, but the proclamation that indeed young people are creative... that you will never know what talents lurks within the person next to you and u might just get the shock of your life when u find out... as in what happen to all my parent's friends when they saw me, or when i saw my cell members dancing along and jumping to sing praises to Him. it was exhilarating.

when it all first started, i was trying to be calm.... then when i heard the numbers i got scared. Very Scared. what if i make mistakes ~~i still did in the end, but the band covered up pretty well~~
wat if i forget my words... the more i thought of it, the more i worry... luckily i got friends who is always there for me... even though none of them made it there, their smses and calls pulled me through.

7 o clock arrived. we were in the make up room watchin the countdown clock. as it reached the final 10 seconds, u can hear the crowd counting down together. and wat a way to start a show. the junkyard invaders did awesome to get the crowd going. they were cheering to the beat and rhythm made with pots and pans (literally). it didn't stop there... the dance crew... when out and did their thang... with flips and lifts... really cool....

then it was our turn... Project Gsus...
i reli gave my all... i din hold anything back... i went there like a crazy rock star. lemme hear u shout... people from chs let me hear some noise etc etc... i was running around the stage as though it was my concert... we sang and jumped... i really thank my cell members to stand right in front of stage shouting words of encouragements to me... to see them worship abandoned is truly an amazing sight...

1 am came next... i wish i could say abit more... by now i was tired and hungry so i went to get food... and to prepare for the finale...

the finale was.... UNBELIEVABLE... the crowd went into overdrive... maybe becoz everyone knew the song... then nicely made a big boo boo... luckily the band covered up for me...
to see thousand people jumping together... what a sight to reckon...

funny thing was... no one expected allan to be this crazy dude on stage with green hair...

photos...

Tattoo... green hair... wat's next for allan the vain pot rocker??? lol... i like the big screen picture of me btw... but i like this groupie picture even more!!!

2008-10-23T18:03:00.003+08:00

this is how u do it....

this is what a medical student do when they are bored...

yes... u blow dry your shoe in the toilet...

no la... actually its another lesson we need to learn here people... its dun put coffee on the chair...
coz when its spilled over your shoes... u end up with a stained shoes and burned toes. hehe...

2008-10-23T18:00:00.003+08:00

joke....

this was a joke i heard from a friend today... coz he sed our taste in joke so bad he decides to help up our sophistication level...

从前有一位钢琴师，但是他不会弹钢琴。

direct translation... there once was a pianist... but he dunno how to play the piano.

-__________-

2008-10-22T16:43:00.001+08:00

Birthday ShoutOUT

TO KP Chen and Wern Jyet,

both of them are my form 6 classmates... both very smart... one in NUS... the other in UPM... both oso 4.0 students.... they oso share the same birthday... even though different year

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

2008-10-22T16:38:00.003+08:00

Relieved

Since someone broke the promise... i am therefore relieved of all promises to blog three times a day... ~~u siao ah? three times a day? u tink i chatterbox want to tell the whole world everything i do meh?~~ i mean theres not enough things that happen in a day to tell it in 3 separate post...

so anywayz... i tot if i reli wan to catch up to 700
i can do so in a day... if i blog one letter a post... LOL

can?? can??

and yups... today in class rite... got this classmate duno why suddenly shouted, then she cry... then she walk out of class... then she come back like nothing happen... and u wonder why medical school drop out rate is high...

got another story to tell... but will leave it to the next post... hint: it involves coffee

PArents

2008-10-21T18:13:00.002+08:00

u noe yday nite... something really cool happened...

my parents went out for a movie... guess wat, they decided to buy the tickets and went for MAMA MIA...

what was so cool was i never actually got to see them go out and have fun as a couple... yday was a pleasant suprise... when they went for it... i just smiled and gave mum a hug... i am so glad that they are willing to spend time on their own...

so sweet i tell u...

panic button

2008-10-20T20:00:00.003+08:00

Panic Button

this happened few months back when i was in penang. i was at this parking lot of the hotel... it is linked to the shopping complex. i was there to attend a friends wedding la... so anywayz... two major things happened la...

1) i ran around the whole mall looking for cuff links... can't get.... resorted to hair pin.... luckily no one know...

2) at this shopping complex... the parking lot got this funny thing called the panic button.
here i tot panic button is somewhere on your body where u press when u stress for exam...

only thing is, i can't find the button... neither on my body nor the wall

BLogging From Uni

2008-10-20T10:20:00.003+08:00

Blogging from Uni

for the few people who actually do blog hopping... u wud then by this time know who i am refering to... yes, i am trying to catch up to 700 posts... and by that this person and i came up with the plan that she will stop blogging for one week... while i blog three times a day ~~as if she will stop blogging for a week and as if i got all the time in the world to blog... NO NID TO STUDY AH???~~

anyways... yesterday the family went out for dinner at KFC... so funny, u shud see... we are so helath conscious but we needed food to come fast... dats why kfc la... so when we were there... everyone din wan to take the soft drink... or refuse to eat the chicken skin etc etc...

then i let my sister read this super hilarious post between chi yao and his friend, ~~playing games during lecture~~ while they were killing time. can u imagine we both looked at the computer and laughed. and laugh... ~~so effective~~ lazy to go find the post and link it, coz uni lab computer very slow... but u go find the blog la... then go under august i tink... slowly find about him and the ~~boring lecture~~ fun time he had in class.

was reading a bit of jessica's blog... very chim le... read her blog can invoke thoughts... it makes u wonder and think and reflect upon urself...

just finished moral exam... very tricky i tell u...

shud start on my assignment soon... maybe at 12pm.

and still saving my voice for something LOUD!!!

first time blogging from uni.... told you the new century of my post log will be consistent... if only my studies were as consistent too... lol

yesterday discovered i got huge eye bags on one side... maybe i sleep with one eyes open... dats why1 side bigger than the other... any one with eye bag reducing techniques?

miscount

2008-10-19T11:09:00.016+08:00

NO!!! I MISCOUNTED!!!

i so happy posting until i forgot to count... i missed the 100th post.. i promised it will be a big one... so here comes.... a lot has changed since i started the blog... dun belief me... i prove to u...

then in form 5

now in 2008
and others too ugly i cannot bear to show them...lol

and now let me present to you people who made a difference in my life...

friends i treasure...

chi yao (my bestest bestest bestest bestest best friend)

troy and mei yih ( bestie)

enoch and rachael (a tradition we had... to take picture with his dimple... and becoz all three of us actually have dimples on our face, hence this pose)

roshan, ralph, jr and prashant (my brothers)~~ignore the bottles~~

siu yean, yee sing and beh ~~super cam whore groupie~~

the sampat abc... allan, beh and chen kp ~~story goes that when these three come together, no news escape them~~

and of coz my cell members...

satay party

too shaky... another one

better....

and now people i grew up with
primary school

sing ping, wei ying, rachael, vern may
yi perng, liao lao shi, yi chin
yuxuan, jian wei, joseph

secondary school

wei zheng, Zhou Hau, jo yee, joel, phang kit, tian ping
hui ying ~~nig nig ahuy~~ phoebe ~~Pb2+, penguin, blur queen Princess fernypoo etc etc~~

and form 6...

chun seng, chooi, jen yaw, bulat, khoo didi, agung, me, beh tahan flirt, wong pak, transport minister zhi heng, kit nyin, puei teen
jia ken, chern hoong, dickson, langui fong fly, lqheiuaau, li shan gila bola dan darcy, vietnam queen jing wen, jessmine, and pat gu ci min.
sory, a lot of inside joke... dats how much fun we had in F6

me, shawn, beh, fly, siu yean and ci min in redang

shocking i know, but its true... my sis... she does play an important part in my life. hehe

these people made my life the way it is.... i can't thank them enough... u see, without them... life wudn't be as colorful...

other people i want to thank but got no photo... pr foo, pr eng eng, navin, sabrina, mohan, dharshini and lots more... sorry i left any names out... its taking a toll on me, to make such a long post with so many pictures... chi yao and mei yih and denzie will be proud of me... lol

till then... this is to many more yrs of frenship and brotherhood!!!
cheers!!!!

2008-10-19T11:02:00.000+08:00

LISTEN

diong oh diong... how can u understand me so well... lol...

Balls Pedal

2008-10-19T10:31:00.002+08:00

Balls Pedal...

funny story... we were having practices for LOUD that day... somehow this story came up

fren A: you know whats the pedal u say that day that singer use to hit the very high notes?
Fren B: oh... the balls pedal... u tie to the balls then when u step on the pedal... u go *AAAHHH*~~somewhere in the two octaves above middle c~~
Fren A: hahaha... ya lah... when u tell me dat day i believe u sommore...
Me: hahahahahaha....

-_________-""

My New Layout

2008-10-17T11:52:00.004+08:00

My New Layout

hehe... first of all... this is the best i can work wit... dunno how to adjust the borders... still a noob in html... until then please bear with me.

also, got to change the cute one becoz
1) people say too childish ~~i told u i am immature rite~~
2)i forgot to host the pictures myself... so ~~the ugly banner from photobucket decided to join the sky in my blog and tell the world dat my bandwidth had exceeded the limit~~ time to blog skin shopping.
3)want to make the blog a bit more *ahem* sophisticated
4)i like la.... dun u tink the picture on top is so cool... ~~like me~~

thanks to sabrina, who helped me with the decision this time. hehe, apparently i got more loyal readers than i know. what glee... what joy... what honour... glee....

ohohoh.... LOUD concert is coming up... practices sounds good... and u noe wat... CHS friends currently stands at 23!!!!

can't wait for LOUD!

uni started as well... haihs... nervous system... but i tink not at all nervous... still in holiday mood.

till then, 96th post... feel free to leave comments if can... no fun if i am the only one making quantum leaps... lol

2008-10-09T13:47:00.002+08:00

yo yo people... i am feeling so much better now... aiya, i super emo freak la... always so over sensitive. stupid things oso can kacau my feelings... so anywayz... i wana tell you all about LOUD!!!!
its coming soon on the 26th october... so people, invite your friends!!!!

below is the video... just sneak peek...

2008-10-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

this is first of all meant to be rants... of my life, where i need a place to dump my emotions. so bear with me.

to whoever,

i realise the problem between you and i. the problem is when i hang out with you, i hang out with friends whom i know through you. being a friend, you taught me not to bypass your friends. guess what, that means i cannot actually meet up with these group of people without telling you or you around. but guess wat, i am already not in your inside circle. i was excluded a few times from few things... you don't always call me for things... i understand, can't pin that on you... those are your friends, whom you know better and for longer time. its my mistake for putting myself so much into this friendship. i deserve to be lonely for my own stupidity. reli, its not entirely ur fault, its mine for being so dependent on friends... maybe i am tryin too hard to be accepted.

dat said and done, u still mean a lot to me. dats why i consider u my blood brother. i will still do anything for you, you taught me that. but i try not expect anything major from you anymore. lest i get hurt everytime it fall short of expectation. but when it does come through, it will be a pleasant suprise. u said u still treat me like a brother, but i feel like we are drifting apart everytime, and its not getting any better. i dunno if ur hiding behind a facade. i wish u wudn just say everything is ok, or just leave it. at least i noe where i stand. then i dun haf to try so hard to find out what u think. forgive me if i seem distant or on the outs... its my defense mechanism talking... i guess the only way to make this less painful is for u to decide that i no longer am fit to be ur friend. so forgive me for distancing myself. and i noe for sure u wud never read this... so at least i spoke my mind... maybe not to u.. but its out of me... less frustration, anger, disappointment, resentment.

feel so much better...

2008-09-25T18:27:00.003+08:00

exams over, now waiting for results. should i be worried?

technically, i dunno how i did. so i think i shud worry. but then again, i dun tink i did badly. so yups. btw, recently a lot of things happen in malaysia. just keep praying la.

and now for the long awaited update on mei yih's suprise birthday party. if u want to know just read mabel, zi liang, nathaneal, mei yih or denzie's. i just gonna add things they forget.

i DID sms ivan to tell him we are here edi. maybe sms too late la. like 30 seconds before we turn and saw his car.
so yups, thats about it. working towards 100th post.

95th now. haha

2008-09-18T08:52:00.002+08:00

Countdown begins

actually it started long time ago la... just dat now its looming closer than ever. and i am still trying to finish my studies.

niwaz... big shoutout to mei yih and jehanne whose birthday was yesterday and today.

went on a studyin spree yesterday. dat being said, amount covered did not reflect the hours i studied.

still got project to do. how la??!!! Stress....

wow. i am still blogging. i amaze myself. must be the most consistent spree i ever had. coming to my hundredth post soon. shall have a big post when dat comes.

2008-09-16T13:17:00.001+08:00

This has got to be some of the funniest sentence i seen made by anyone. lol.

１。题目：一边……一边……
小朋友写：他一边脱衣服，一边穿裤子。
老师批语：他到底是要脱还是要穿啊？

２。题目：其中
小朋友写：我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师批语：你是蜈蚣吗？

３。题目：陆陆续续
小朋友写：下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回家了。
老师批语：你到底有几个爸爸呀？

４。题目：难过
小朋友写：我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师批语：老师更难过。

５。题目：又又
小朋友写：我的妈妈又矮又高又胖又瘦。
老师批语；你的妈妈是变形金钢吗？

６。题目：你看
小朋友写：你看什么看！没看过啊
老师批语：没看过

７。题目：欣欣向荣
小朋友写：欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师批语：连续剧不要看太多了！

8。题目：天真
小朋友写：今天真热。
老师批语：你真天真。

so funny la. beh tahan. ok... enough clowning around. back to books. ~~haven't start how to get back, pretend, cheh~~

2008-09-15T19:00:00.002+08:00

Momentum

i know its exam period, but i figure, if i really want to keep up with blogging... and chase up to mei yih's 700 blog post. i got to be consistent la. same goes for Bible reading ok?

dun worry. i am still studying very hard. VERY VERY HARD.

anyways, today i covered anatomy of male and female reproductive system. but nothing can remember.

okok... i need to study harder. so can finish covering all the topics.

ppl, i blogging frequently. proud of me or not? otherwise the blog so nice, wasted. lol

My new Blog

2008-09-14T11:54:00.002+08:00

hehe people... as you can see, i change my layout of my blog... i noe, its suprising... i suprised even myself. i was supposed to change the template oni la, mana tau, i accidentally destroyed my post. so i haf to get new one lo... since mei yih is here right... i ask her for her help to get new skin... not my skin la, the blog skin... so now u can see, got bees flying around, snail... sommore the dog at the end... it's called bobbi.... dun ask me why, ask the skin creator.

hehe... so semangat to blog now. lol

2008-09-14T10:08:00.003+08:00

My first ever tag that i actually bothered to do.. be proud, KP

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their
blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and
read your blog.

Starting time: 10.05am

Name: Allan
Sisters: One.
Brothers: One.
Shoe Size: 9/10
Height: 170cm.
Where do you live: Shah Alam, Malaysia
Favourite drinks: let's see. non alcoholic would be sprite, iced lemon tea. ~~alcoholic would be long island, wun mind whiskey, vodka, martini, gin, rum....~~
Favourite breakfast: eggs, bacon, ham, bread, mushroom soup and milk.
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yeah.
Swam in the ocean: No ocean near Malaysia.
Fallen asleep at school: yes. teacher wants us to sleep in class, to be quiet.

History lessons
Broken someone's heart: Not permanently.
Fell off your chair: NOT FUUNNY! i was tryin to take my bag off the chair, mana tau tertangle, i pulled the chair along.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Got I think? Must have been something urgent.
What is your room like: messy, stuffy. mine nonetheless.

What's right beside you: pile of laundry yet to be folded.
The last thing you ate: Jelly.
Ever had chicken pox: Yup.
Sore throat: HAAA?!
Stitches: Nope.
Broken nose: Nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes.
Like picnics: If I don't have to prepare and clean up, yes.

Who was, were the last person you danced with: erm, group of friends during a party. dancing to bhangra. LOL.
Last made you smile: i would have to say it's me closest fren in uni.
You last yelled at: my sis. she wouldn't study.

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: friend like? or like like? still at home la. haven't seen anyone yet.
Kissed anyone: Nah.
Get sick: Was terribly sleepy.
Talk to an ex: No ex to begin with.
Miss someone: Yeah.
Eat: not yet

Best feeling in the world: When you feel loved.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No.
What's under your bed: dust. maybe some long forgotten stuffs dat used to be important.
Who do you really hate: No one yet. on the verge of hating la, theres this person in uni.....

What time is it now?: 10.20am

5 things I was doing 10 years ago

1. Primary Four.
2. Studying.
3. Dancing
4. Sleeping.
5. Acting

5 things on my to-do list today:

1. study.
2. Check my Blog see got response or not.
3. Laugh.
4. Sleep early.
5. study sommore.

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Ice-Cream!
2. Chocolates!
3. peanuts
4. dats about it, not reli into snacks
5.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

1. Make my family happy.
2. Make my friends happy.
3. donate some to charity, then make sommore money.
4. invest in properties.
5. invest into lives (paling importante)

5 of my bad habits:
1. procrastination
2. Picking my nose.
3. canot study at home.
4. scratching??
5. mayb too meticulous to the verge of irritating

5 places I have lived in:
1. SS2
2. Sri Sentosa
3. Sitiawan, Perak
4. Subang Perdana
5. Zhi heng's house?

5 people I tag:
1. chi yao
2. The Person Who I Have Left a Comment on His/Her Chatbox.
3. Mei yih

What's going on?

2008-09-14T09:50:00.002+08:00

firstly, i managed to settle my problems regarding the previous post... so i very happy.

on the other hand, reading the newspaper these few days has ben extremely saddening. i dunno whether to laugh or cry. we are being treated like 3 yr old kid, fabricating excuses and lies for actions taken.

i just read chi yao's blog, so i oso must be very careful with what i say. but it is ridiculous to capture someone who reported the facts, and the person who made the remark was let loose. reason being, she was threatening the country's security. today u all go say she was detained because you want to protect her. the moment people hear two different stories like dat, sure got ~~background music in head and people will start thinking dat something is fishy.~~ people wondering why two different stories.

the other person, who made malicious remark, was not taken in by eye-as-a because he was already punished by AHM-NOH. ~~but i tot u say that the capture is by police, not by the government, then by right whether u punish him or not, he was still a threat to security mah, correct or not?~~ again, two different stands on the same issue, a bit not fair right? ~~so now we suspend teresa kok from party, then she can be released from eye-as-a?~~

lagi funny, state exco taken in by eye-as-a because she was reportedly saying that the mosque sound too loud. even so, she is telling wat the people in her constituency is teling her ma. then, following this logic, she is also doing her job lo. therefore, she needs to be released.

enough said, i hereby vow to register as voter when i turn 21. and i am urging u all, ~~if any of you still actually read my blog~~ to become one, and decide for the country's sake. can't wait for next general election.

Who says the younger generation dun care about the country's well being?
~~chi yao, i so happy la, now i noe how to do the slashie. courtesy of mei yih. proud of me or not? LOL~~

random rants

2008-09-12T19:07:00.002+08:00

i dunno where else to spill out my emotions.... i guess that's where a blog comes in handy.

i think i just royally screwed up a friendship. a very good one sommore. i feel so horrible. i totally lost all mood to study. and no reply for every try i make to communicate.

i dunno la, got feeling people tryin to avoid me sommore. haihs. i would like to believe it is just me being over sensitive, or the exams getting to me.

but i dunno lah. siens.

study study study.

hello

2008-08-11T18:16:00.002+08:00

hi people, its been a long time since i last blogged. i noe, using the whole i got no time excuse is obsolete, i should really just be more diligent. honestly, it's so much better when u noe u r on top of things. for example, now that i completed all my cg reports, i dun haf to worry about rushing for deadlines and trying to finish, in the end all of them just pile up and i got so much to catch up. same goes here in the blog. no point saying i will blog tomorrow and end up not doing it, now i got three months worth of stuff to blog about. eesh, how la?

anywayz, i will give a brief one first. so basically, i am finishing my third semester in two weeks time, and after that my sem finals.

a lot has happened throughout these two months. but if there is one thing i take away from all of it, its the importance of relationship. it does not matter whether if it is between friends, between family members, or even between man and God.

its really been a refreshing time since i got back from singapore. i realized that friends are really the important things u cannot lose in life. i have learnt that being a friend does not mean hanging out together. it also means carrying one another's burden even though you have troubles of your own, or being out of your comfort zone. throughout these two months, i have made more friends, but at the same time, i have seen some friends that should just remain as acquaintances. sad thing, but honestly, it's only gonna get worse when u come out into the society.

here, i again wanna thank Chi Yao for the fabulous suprise. even though i kanna con quite bad, i appreciate every moment we hung out together as the CHS machas... together with troy and joel, i really do not know when will be the next time the four of us can hang out like we did this time round. so i really appreciate u guys for the time we had. yes, including the vodka we had dat nite. lol

then, i wanna thank Jr and ralph for being such a good brother to me. always so welcoming. it was sad to see them breakdown during the funeral, but it was also through these moments they remind me of the importance of family. my condolences to them and their family for their loss.

i went back to hometown to see my grandmothers... its been so long since i saw them. after witnessing two of my brothers lose their grandmas, i want to treasure every moment i have to see them.

way back in May, i went to singapore, not only for a break in my normal routine, but also for myself for some soul searching. and i am glad to say, i have had a revelation in this whole area. at first i thought i cannot hear God, God was so far. but it was my fault, that i didn't spend time with Him. during the period of time, it was Him when He told me about bearing one another's burden, i realised He still loves me and cares for me. i am doin my best to get back on track, its not easy, but i am confident i can do it, with His strength.

meanwhile, all the best to all in whatever you do. i shall try to update more often. no promises, but i will try. ( i think KP has given up on bugging me to update.LOL)

my new look

2008-05-22T00:17:00.004+08:00

my cousin sed i am so dressed for havoc... aka party... i beg to differ...

i wud like to say i look good in these clothes...

Greetings From SIngapore

2008-05-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

hi people... i am blogging right now from my cousin's house in Singapore... I have never seen downloading speed so fast before in my life. STREAMYX, BUCK UP!!!

niwaz, i will update u more about my singapore trip when i am free... but do take note dat i haf bought myself some nice baju... will post them up soon... i look really good in them (i heard u whisper vain pot... TAKE DAT BACK!)

anyhoos, shopping has been fun... never actually took the liberty to shop on my own. still, i need help from frens and cousins to be my fashion consultant.

await the pictures...

on a serious note, i am in singapore oso to take a break from the things i do in life. am i running the CG on a professional basis? or do i really love doing wat i do? wat is God speakin to me now? dat is one of the questions i need answered by the end of this trip... so far its been treating me nice... and God hasn't really bombed me yet... but i am sure, it will come in due time...
till then... adieu

Call Me Second Year Student!!

2008-05-10T08:21:00.002+08:00

thanks for all your prayers... i am officially done with first year of medical school!
but i still need to work harder for the next four years (god willing, i dun fail any year) to try to achieve better grades!

here i want to thank all those who had prayed for me relentlessly. couldn't have done it without u guys! also, i want to especially thank Jr, Liam, Ralph and Prashant for the study time together, even though we were doin different courses.

now i got lots to do before i start my second year. Since the plan to go Australia not working out, i have to think of other things to do...

Exam's OVER!!!

2008-05-07T12:40:00.003+08:00

hi blog, it'sbeen a long time since i last blog... this is the same reason why kp didn't blog... coz i was having exams... now that exam is over... i am looking forward to getting my result. THIS FRIDAY! why so effiecient wan? good oso la... if i pass, then i can spend the next three weeks of my holidays to actually have fun... but then must prepare for second year oso la.

oh yes, for those of you who didn't already know, I GOT MY CAR!!!!! so just sent the car in for its first 1000 kilometer service.

one more thing, i feel really blessed to have friends from all over the place. in NZ, AUS, Kenya, Tanzania, Singapore, US... and i feel blessed coz my parents trust me enough to let me go travel... but of coz must fork out the money myself la... so ppl, if u noe got cheap air fares quickly let me know ah... mum say she wan to go to australia this may holidays... ppl in aussie, let me know the price quick so i can quickly book and go find you... yes, chi yao, you... just to prove to you dat it iss possible to find a third person from DUMC to be in canberra. and if all things go well, i will be going to vietnam year end with some of my bros... well, if it doesnt work out... i will just wait till ppl come back from wherever they are

and humans... please continue to keep me in prayers coz my results is coming out in two days time. i know, call me a nerd. i dun care. haha. casey got shocked when i told him i am actually capable of failing papers. but dat doesnt mean i dun care about it ok. i got depressed for a while.

so this nerd is gonna go sign off now, to un-nerd himself and go for movies, futsal, badminton, bowling kaaraoke etc... any takers?

Friends that's worth keeping

2008-03-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

today i had a blast... not because i did extremely well in my assessment, not because it was the weekend, not because i lost in ligretto, but because i managed to spend time with my friends, 2 in particular, joel and daniel.

joel is a childhood friend of mine. he came back from uk for his easter break. was glad managed to spend some time in his place just being crazy in the game of ligretto. yes, i underperformed today, but just you wait. lol

daniel is like a brother. haven't spoken to him in almost 3 years. we always wanted to catch up but didn't manage to. today was like divine appointment when both of us were free. so we hung out for a while. or so i thought. never would i think we manage to talk for 6 hours, just catching up on each others life. it felt so satisfying. to be able to take time out from studies and enjoy his company. we laughed, talked serious, laugh some more. and the best part was, we talked our hearts out. and there was like so much more to say, but it was getting late. really, i wouldn't trade anything for quality time with friends. it was just great la.
makes me appreciate friends even more. he's one brother i wouldn't let go. even though he's younger, today, he taught me quite a bit of things. the level of maturity he displayed was far more than i could imagine myself having. so, you'll never know who you can learn from.
thanks bro

MAMA mei yih say must post

2008-03-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

so in tribute to her... (i think i might get into a lot of trouble for this) but just take it as entertainment la ohkay ? dun think too much about it. it's just for laughs.

so, anyways, this has got to be a record, coz allan just posted 3 times in a day. he himself is in shock.

btw, HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER is finally back on. just downloaded the 12th episode. quite funny. but also with a lot of insight. i love the show la.

all brothers act the same way

2008-03-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

oh someone is caught red handed for being mean to sister. hence proving my point that siblings are more difficult to teach because you expect so much more from them. lol. i am not bulling. got picture as proof.

angry brother... ooo

OMG... it sounds like me

"GOSTAN?"

lol, niwaz, this post is not to put anyone down, just to prove that siblings are difficult to teach, mainly because you love them and you only want the best for them. and sometimes, when your effort seems futile, it only comes out as anger lo. but actually its just frustration la. so, dun get mad at me again if you see me trying to teach my sis ya, it may sound like shouting, but i really do want the best for her.

my first time posting got picture leh.. got improvement le...

lessons learnt

2008-03-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

i learned a lesson today. humans work in waves, hence its important to plot out ur break time and take a break.

actually i learned quite a few things la. another one is being nice to people sometimes is a disservice to them if you know that they are doing something not so right.

its ok to say no. people pile things on you not because you are useless, but because you are capable. for the very same reason people thinks you are superman, and throw every tom dick and harry in your face. so you have to learn to say no. people might think you are lousy, for a while. but torturing yourself over a few extra recognition doesn't really help.

be deliberate in things you do. you see better fruits.

Emo Post

2008-02-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

this is because chi yao is leaving. blame him. lol...

another thing, what if the friends u trust dun trust you... dat wud mean something is wrong with you right ?

sometimes, i feel very hypocritical hanging out with certain people cause i have to psychoanalyze everything i say before i say it, trying to figure out and cover up the fact that i already know the fact to the extent i have to distort and ignore the fact so that the fact would not be known. get the picture ? dats how complicated life can get.

one more thing i learnt in this past week is to overlook others fault. if i keep holding everything in, sweeping things under the carpet, one day its gonna explode. so much so to the fact, i sometimes feel so vulnerable to other people. why do i have to put myself through so much ? it's just ridiculous...
so i am learning to extend grace and mercy over others, and also to myself.

- I know why Jesus Christ lives among the poor. i know why he became poor in order to serve humankind. only the poor are rich in mercy. only the poor possess nothing --- nothing but gratitude.- -Jorge Crespo-

HowNowBrownCow?

2008-01-27T17:00:00.001+08:00

wat to do ?
feel like there is nothing to do ?
like so slow the day, and all i do i go to the loo...

btw, watching the australian open men final... tsonga vs djokovic...
go underdog!!! tsonga should win...